[06] When You Love Your Friend

Title: When You Love Your Friend
Status: Chapter 5/?
Words Count: 2,627
What I'm Listening To: Ivy - Goodbye Tears
Summary: Eunhyuk and Donghae are friends for forever and for everything, it’s said when they were seven, and also when they’re seventeen, but what will happen when they become twentyseven?
Donghae felt like crying at that moment, why Kibum had to ask such an unlogic question, “you asked that ? of course I’m sorry.”

Chapter 5

“oh?!” Kibum turned his head to the front and showed a goofy expression, “but I thought you would never say that to me.” And he laughed.

“why are you laughing ?!” Donghae felt upset at that moment, Kibum’s laugh really tore her out, she knew that the laugh didn’t meant happiness at all.

“why are you so upset ?!!” he raised his voice and looked Donghae in the eyes.

Donghae felt her tears ready to flow but she kept it inside, “why are you like this ? you’re not Kibum I know anymore…”

For seconds Kibum didn’t answer, he just stared at Donghae as if searching for something inside her, “if you didn’t go then I bet you still know me now…”

Donghae had been guessing from the first time that Kibum definitely would bring up that topic, stupid Donghae didn’t notice it would come to her, now the guilty she felt to Kibum more and more increasing. She had hurt Kibum deeply she knew that, Kibum was a person who couldn’t accept someone who had ignored him. So Donghae was really surprised when she saw Kibum’s emotion at Ryeowook’s party that day.

“Kibum… I’m sorry, I have said that to you, if it isn’t enough I’ll say that over and over again, but.. I j-just sorry, Kibum, I didn’t mean to do that, something came to me and I’m really depressed, I’m sorry, I just thought about myself…Kibum-” Donghae didn’t finish her words because Kibum closed her mouth with his.

Donghae tried to step aside from the kiss but Kibum cupped her cheek so her head didn’t move anywhere. Then Donghae also tried to say something but Kibum took that as a cue to slide his tongue inside Donghae’s cavern. She moaned because the taste of Kibum’s tongue on hers never failed to make her aroused, but she realized she had being stupid for doing that when Kibum like this, so she pushed his chest but also failing.

Kibum grabbed Donghae’s hands and pulled away from the kiss, Donghae quickly spoke, “Kibum, what are you doing ?!”

Kibum continued to stare at Donghae before answering, “if you want me to forgive you… comeback to me!”

Donghae didn’t believe what she heard. She always thought that it was impossible for them to go back to what they used to be before. Donghae filled her mind with every possibility she would have if she accepted Kibum or rejected him. She even didn’t relize when Kibum kissed her again greedily, as if he hadn’t been fed this whole time.

“k-kibummie….” She called softly. Kibum melted to that voice and pulled away, “…I have to think first!”

***

Kibum narrowed his eyes at Donghae, the one and only girl that had his heart from the beginning until this second. He wanted to have Donghae again since she returned from England, but he still had pride, Donghae was the one that left him without words, he realized that Donghae was the one that made his life upside down, just because he was in love high over heels with this woman. Kibum made a decision that he wouldn’t loose her again or let her go again, he would make her his again no matter wether Donghae had fallen out of love with him. He didn’t want to be killed by love anymore.

“no, don’t think, you’ll go again!! no!” he shouted despite their proximity was just an inch away. Donghae flinched at that, “just say it now, do you still love me or not ?”

Donghae didn’t seem to answer soon but Kibum still managed to wait. He would wait for her anytime, no matter how much it took him to hurt because the woman apparently didn’t come. Donghae just bent her head low and began to sob. This is not what he wanted, he never wanted to hurt Donghae even if the other side of him told him that this woman deserve a revenge, one eye pay for one eye, but he would never have a courage to do that.

Kibum released his hands from Donghae’s head and stood up, “fine, if you want to think then think, I won’t go anywhere… so do you!” and he let his feet out of Donghae’s apartment.

***

Sungmin and Kyuhyun was in Kyuhyun’s car on a deserted hill at a deserted village, they agreed to have a talk about last night’s incident that only once happened after a year they keep it a secret. Sungmin was really worried when Kyuhyun only could think about how to prevent Sungmin from getting upset with him.

“Sungmin.. can’t you tell me why is meeting Ryeowook get you so upset and worried ?” Kyuhyun asked with an extremely soft voice.

Sungmin sighed and turned his face towards Kyuhyun, “you never told me that Yesung’s fiancee is a Sapphire’s member.”

“is it important ?”

“now it does, because Donghae is back.” Sungmin straightened her head again at the scenery in front of her.

“Donghae ?” it seemed familiar in Kyuhyun’s ears.

“yeah, Sapphire’s member who ran away to England, she is Eunhyuk’s best friend.” Sungmin inhaled deeply and exhaled it to prevent his anxiousness.

When Kyuhyun thought about it again, he remembered he had met this Donghae, “oh, that girl… Kibum’s ex-girlfriend.”

Sungmin startled then looked at him again, “you know her ?!”

“I met her once at Yesung and Ryeowook’s party.”

“why din’t you tell me?!” Kyuhyun flinched at the tone of her voice.

Then he managed to say, “when ? when did I have time to tell you everything ?”

Sungmin had taken aback with those words. Eventhough Kyuhyun didn’t add with ‘you never have time for me’ Sungmin just know that it was in his heart, always.

“so…” Kyuhyun continued, “you afraid that Ryeowook will tell Donghae about Kyuhyun’s girlfriend who has to be you and Donghae will tell Ryeowook that ‘oh, isn’t that girl Eunhyuk’s girlfriend?’ and Donghae will tell Eunhyuk about you who has cheated on him, and then you are breaking up.”

Sungmin sighed again for nth time today, “maybe, I’m not afraid I just worried..”

“worried he’ll break up with you ? isn’t it just the same, is it ?” after that they trapped in an uncomfortable silence for a moment. As for Sungmin having this conversation with your boyfriend about your other boyfriend wasn’t easy, but because she was the one who started this, she had to take avery risk he would have, hurting one of them which is she actually hate to do.

“but Ryeowook doesn’t know you before this, does she?” Kyuhyun broke the silence.

“she will, because I’ll be attending her wedding.”

***

Kyuhyun didn’t know how to express, had he to worry or happy because this was another chance for him to get Sungmin again, for himself. But a part of him didn’t like if Sungmin had to face a situation like this. He felt sad, a feeling he shouldn’t have, he also shouldn’t have this conversation though. He knew Sungmin wouldn’t think about his own heart, it’s him who should, if he still wanted to be with her.

He really didn’t want to lose Sungmin, eventhough he’s the one who always left her, his parents fault. They knew Sungmin come from unpretentious family and Kyuhyun’s family never accepted someone from that kind of family, if it’s not a celebrity then it must come from a prestigious family or someone who has higher job. To prevent Sungmin stepping up on Kyuhyun, they did anything to Sungmin to leave Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun couldn’t have watching Sungmin mistreated, he left her. When he comeback and decided to fight for their love, Sungmin had dated another man, but he knew from Sungmin’s eyes that she still want to be with him so she made a deal to keep their relationship a secret. Kyuhyun knew he dated someone named Eunhyuk, a famous choreographer, but he never met the man before, he also didn’t know that his cousin’s fiancee knew his girlfriend’s boyfriend.

Kyuhyun sighed from that thought, he really didn’t want to think about this but he had to, “can’t you stop worrying so much and start thinking for a solution ?!” he asked to the girl beside him.

“then help me, I can’t think right now… it would be easier if Ryeowook doesn’t know about my existence in your life, so when Ryeowook invites Eunhyuk and bring me, we just have to worry about your cousin…”

“just tell him you can’t go then…” Kyuhyun stated simply.

“I can’t, see his face when I rejected his offer, you wouldn’t have the heart to refuse..”

But you have the heart to break my heart, Kyuhyun thought, but never he brought the topic to the surface. “if you said so, then just face it Sungmin…” he said as he started the gear.

“w-what ?” Sungmin faced the tall man.

Kyuhyun just smiled bitterly, “just remember that I’ll be there…”

***

Eunhyuk just went out from the studio this afternoon, after only being in there for 2 hour. He didn’t have something to work on this week, but he never like being at home, besides there was nobody home. Sungmin still visiting his cousin, she said. When he walked down the street alone, he remembered about last night in front of Donghae’s apartment, inside his car, what happened between the two. Maybe this was time for him to speak to Donghae about last night. They just returned like old days but it seemed that Eunhyuk was on the verge of ruining it again.

Eunhyuk dialled Donghae’s phone number. He waited for a moment before his call was being picked up, “hello..?”

“hi, Hae..!!” he greeted with a grin eventhough Donghae couldn’t see it.

Donghae didn’t answer immediately, why ? Eunhyuk thought. Is she mad at him about last night ?

“oh, hello Hyuk..” she finally answered.

“Hae, can we meet up, like, now ?” Eunhyuk asked directly.

Now Donghae didn’t seem to think first about it, “okay, but can you just come to my apartment, will you ?”

“okay, I’ll come..” Eunhyuk smiled wider.

“great.. I’ll text you my number!”

***

Eunhyuk arrived in front of Donghae’s door fifteen minutes later. He rang the bell and Donghae opened it immediately. She grinned from ear to ear when she saw him. Eunhyuk smiled even wider when he knows that Donghae didn’t mad at him after all, “get in..!” she offered. Eunhyuk sat on the blue sofa in the living room facing the TV when Donghae cleaned up two glass from the coffee table, looked like she had a guest before him, he thought.

“you had a guest ?” he asked as Donghae walked to the kitchen behind him.

Donghae turned to him, “y-yeah.. one of my relative, he just go 20 minutes ago.” and she continued to get in the kitchen.

Eunhyuk frowned from the word relative, he thought all of his family was in England, but he shrugged that thought off when Donghae comeback to the living room again with a cup of coffee, and sat beside him, “you still drink coffee, right ?”

“yes, of course, thank you!” Eunhyuk really happy Donghae still know him very well.

Donghae sighed in relief, “glad you haven’t change a lot..” she murmured.

Eunhyuk frowned at Donghae’s word, “so you have seen my change, what part?” he asked as he sipped his coffee.

Donghae didn’t answer straightaway, she leant deeper on her sofa instead before turning to Eunhyuk, “your personality of course, you’d grown up now, you are a man, you have muscles…”

“hey, I have muscles since 18!”

“yeah, I remembered you bragged to me about your thin muscles.” She narrowed her eyes. Eunhyuk just laughed before she continued, “you also have a ‘cute’ girlfriend which is not your type as I remember… and the most different part is… your way of treating me.”

This was it, the topic he wanted to bring. Fortunately Donghae brought the necessities along, because he knew Donghae wasn’t a person who would keep her curiousity for a long time, if she was anxious about something, she would ask about it directly.

“which way ?” Eunhyuk knew that the way she mentioned is the way his action reflect his heart, but should he tell it to her, right now?

“Hyukkie.. look at me, please!” she asked when Eunhyuk just drifted his eyes anywhere but Donghae. Eunhyuk hesitated turned to her and locked eyes with her.

“you know that I love you, right ?”

Eunhyuk noticed Donghae flinched at her spot and frowned, “l-love ? I remember you told me that everytime a long time ago, is that-”

“yeah, that kind of love… I don’t think I feel it toward you anymore.”

“eh?”

“I feel another kind of love… since we were 17 I always said ‘I love you’ anytime anywhere, you didn’t even notice that I really meant it…” when Donghae didn’t say anything he continued to confess his feeling he kept for 10 years, “I didn’t know what to do when you say that our friendship is for forever, I keep believing that my feeling towards you is just because we always together so I kept distance from you to understand my own feeling but it won’t go away, my love for you… but you went away without me knowing about it, I gave up that time and that was when Sungmin come into my life… I was really contented when I know where you were, I didn’t think twice to have you back, but my bloomer in the past make me have to lost you again, now you have returned.. I won’t lose a chance to confess my feeling…”

Donghae still motionless in her place and Eunhyuk could see tears whelmed in Donghae’s eyes, but he kept continuing, “Lee Donghae, I love you…”

***

Donghae’s speechless, she couldn’t move her body, her mind full of today’s occurrence. First, his ex-boyfriend wanted her to comeback to him. Second, his bestfriend confess to him for a love he kept about 10 years. What else today could bring ? it’s packed up, she had to think but she felt she couldn’t even think. She didn’t want to know what answer her mind would give.

“Hyuk, I think it’s better for you to leave, let’s talk again sometime, I need to think first!”

Donghae heard Eunhyuk sighed, “I’m sorry, Hae… I just want you to know how I feel, I just want you to know that I always love you, Hae…” and with that Eunhyuk left Donghae’s apartment.

She cried, twice today, after those two men left. Donghae didn’t think it would be a disaster she returned. Moreover, she never thought that the disaster would be something like this. What she worried is just the media. This was just out of the blue. What would she do ?

Kibum seemed really angry for her departure but without she’s knew it he still love her. Her guilt for the man was huge especially after she heard that Kibum didn’t live his life for a long time after she left. Eunhyuk had changed his life and his dream that he chased for a long time and she knew that it was because of her. He had loved her for 10 years?? How can she just got away with it and claimed that it was just a joke as they used to do… but why she felt that her heart melted when Eunhyuk said it and her soul filled with butterly everywhere? And she had a feeling that she’d yearning for those words.

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A/N I know this took a long time for updating… sorry, I don’t really have time.. hope this can make you reader satisfied, but I didn’t hope too much. Fiuh, this chapter is really hard for me... oh, and the next chapter will take long also, sorry i haven't out from my hole...

[03] When You Love Your Friend

Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Title: When You Love Your Friend
Status: Chapter 2/?
Pairing: Eunhyuk/Donghae, Kibum/Donghae, Eunhyuk/Sungmin, Kyuhyun/Sungmin
Rating: PG
Genre: AU, Romance, Angst, Genderswitch (girl!Donghae and girl!Sungmin)
What I'm Listening To: Rainbow - Not Your Girl
Words: 1,884
Summary: Eunhyuk and Donghae are friends for forever and for everything, it’s said when they were seven, and also when they’re seventeen, but what will happen when they become twentyseven?

Guilty, maybe that’s the reason why Donghae didn’t think about Kibum as her reason to back. She knew Kibum is such a gentle and kind person, and she really didn’t think twice when she unilateraly broke up with him, she just wanted to go away from the rumours and didn’t give Kibum a chance to fix her. Eventhough now each memory she had with Kibum reminisce again, and she realized it was her fault, she didn’t think Kibum will forgive and comeback to her.

“Donghae!!” someone called. The music made the voice vague, but Donghae recognize it. She finally made to walk in the venue where Ryeowook’s party was under one’s belt after Jessica threw her a simple dress to wear.
Donghae made a move to the voice, “Ryeowookie… how are you ? I really miss you!”

They hugged each other, “I miss you too! We really are!”

Then she realized that everyone was there already including Hyeoyeon and Taeyeon. She noticed Kibum having a conversation with two men not too far, one man had a sharped eyes and the other was a lean man with curly brown hair.

“hey.. I’ll introduce you to my fiance!” Ryeowook said as she dragged Donghae to where Kibum was having a conversation, “hey guys.. Yesungie.. this is Donghae!”

The sharped eyes man turned on his heels to Donghae and Ryeowook, “oh, Donghae.. nice to meet you ! Ryeowook always talk about you.”

“hi.. nice to meet you too, Yesung-sshi!”

“and this is Kyuhyun.. Yesung’s cousin!” Ryeowook’s introduced her to the tall man beside Kibum.

“oh, nice to meet you, Donghae is it ? Kibum always talk about you.” He said, and Donghae gaped, for two reasons, first she recognized Kyuhyun’s voice, second from what he said.

She noticed Kibum elbowed Kyuhyun hard he groaned, “oh, nice to meet you too, Kyuhyun-sshi, you’re that jazz singer, right?!”

“oh, you know me ?! I thought you were in England!” Kyuhyun said surprised.

“yeah, my brother’s wife likes jazz and she likes to keep abreast of it, anywhere.”

“really ?! send my greeting to her..”

“of course..!”

“Donghae..!! let’s dance!!” that’s Hyeoyeon’s voice and the next thing Donghae knew is she’s on the dance floor with Jessica, Heechul and Hyeoyeon and other people.

That was really like the old time, music and spotlight, but they weren’t at the stage anymore, the spotlight didn’t spot them alone. But that was better, she could do whatever she wanted to do without have to bother about what people would say.

***

That morning, Donghae woke up to Eunhyuk’s face so close with hers… unfortunately, it was in her dream, so she woke up because of confused why she dreamt of Eunhyuk that way. She sat on her bed, rubbed her temple and glanced to the clock above the door, 8 AM, it meant that she only sleep for 5 hours.

After the party, the girls wanted so much to recall their friendship again, so six of them remained at the venue, talked about what happen in three years. There were many sad and happy things happened. Heechul spent a years at America to have plastic surgery while Hyoyeon obviously stay in Korea but no one knows where was she. Taeyeon became a solo singer though not that famous, she sang mainly for soundtrack. Jessica moved to SM and trained herself again until she had a frequent debut last year as singer. Jessica and Heechul met coincidentaly when Heechul took a contract for SM Modelling then they just forgive each other without ceremony. Differently, Ryeowook lived her life without worried, because there were no rumours about her either. She lived as ordinary people, making accessories, go shopping, not bothering every stared, having boyfriend and just let herself flowing.
And Donghae got Eunhyuk’s place, she had plan to make a surprise for him this morning, because today she had to start working with the dance for Jessica. Donghae turn the TV on as she ate her breakfast, there was a new make her surprise but she managed to smile, “Sapphire Rejoin!”. Donghae never thought she will be on TV again.
After breakfast, Donghae called a cab and go to Eunhyuk’s apartment. Her heart beating so fast that time, she really can’t wait to see Eunhyuk again, she wanted to hug him, kiss his cheek, tackle him and end up rolling on the floor. That was a little from many memory she had with Eunhyuk, and she wanted to repeat it again. She really felt guilty for the bad thing that happened when she went away and guilty because she forgot everything, especially when she forgot about Eunhyuk.

This was it, Eunhyuk’s apartment. Donghae tried to calm herself from over excited by inhaled and exhaled deeply, but she couldn’t calm her heart and her lips from forming a big smiled when she pushed the bell, three times, but there’s no answer yet. Eunhyuk must be still sleeping, she thought. But the door creaked open on the fifth push, and a girl on pink pajama stared at her. The smile on Donghae’s lip faded and she stared back at the girl with narrowed eyes.

“can I help you ?” asked the girl with somewhat sleepy voice.

“oh, I think I got the wrong apartment.” Donghae managed to answer.

The girl seemed hesitate but asked again, “who’s you looking for ?”

“is this Eunhyuk-sshi’s apartment ?”

“yes.. so you come for Hyuk,” she said and made a move to let Donghae in, “take a seat please, I’ll call him..”

Donghae just did what the girl told. Who’s that girl.. can’t be Hyuk’s wife… he’ll tell me if he’s married.. or she’s just… girlfriend ? since when Eunhyuk become a pedhofile, that girl seems much younger than Donghae. Puffy cheeks and pouted lips, it’s so not Eunhyuk.

***

Eunhyuk always had that dream for the past a year, hug Donghae at the airport. If Eunhyuk had that dream it meant that he’s missing Donghae. But the dream seemed always longing to come everynight lately, so… it meant that he misses his bestfriend everyday, right. When that girl would come, he didn’t know. He didn’t want to know either, it was really hurt when he come to England to bring Donghae back last year, he really excited to be able to found Donghae after long terms, but Donghae just rejected him to comeback that time. Eventhough she’d promised him, but she knew Donghae couldn’t be able to stand the rumours, so he didn’t push her. She couldn’t stand the pain.

“Hyuk.. wake up honey!” the voice brought him to the world. He opened his eyes and found Sungmin sat on the edge of his bed.

“morning.. but I don’t have schedule, so let me back to sleep, okay honey.” He smiled at her then pulled the cover back up his half naked body.

“no.. I won’t let you!”

“and why not ?” Eunhyuk asked with closed eyes.

“because you have a guest.”

“who ?”

“I don’t know, a young woman…”

Eunhyuk sat up, “young woman ?” he hesitated.

“yeah.” Sungmin answered as she bowed her head, then looked up at Eunhyuk, “don’t tell me you’re cheating on me, because that girl don’t know me and I don’t know her..!”

“what ?! no… I never cheated on you.” He held her hands on his, “I’ll go to her and make sure that I’m not!”

Eunhyuk threw a shirt that lay on the floor on his head and went to see the guest. The young woman sat on his couch with cross arms and legs, “sorry, can I hel…” the young woman turned as she heard the voice and Eunhyuk’s gasped in surprise, “Donghae!!!”

“Eunhyukkie!!!!” they ran to each other and hugged.

***

Donghae was filling her mind with that girl opened the door for her when she heard that voice she’s longing so much, “sorry, can I hel..” Donghae turned her head and he gasped, “Donghae!!!”


“Eunhyukkie!!!!” she ran and he ran and ended up hugging each other.

“is this really you ?” he mumbled on her shoulder.

“yes it’s me, Hyuk..” she said softly and she could feel that he’s just exhaled, is that meant he held his breath all that time.

They just hugged, because it felt so good and relaxing, and they just feel relieved because finally they meet. Donghae forgot about what she will do to Eunhyuk when they meet like this, she forgot about the kiss and the tackle, she just wanted to be in Eunhyuk’s embrace until she can felt her own tears.

“Hyuk, I’m sorry!” she managed to say.

“I know.”

It was different, the embrace, from the last time. It was something new beside familiarity on it. She felt so much save, tighter, and love… the last time she checked, Eunhyuk didn’t love her and the embrace didn’t feel like Kibum’s. But it was.

A cough made them pull away from the convenient embrace. Donghae turned to her right and saw the girl from before standing in the doorway maybe to Eunhyuk’s bedroom.

“uhm, Min..”

Min..??? is that a nickname ? like you call me Hae ?! no way !! wait, why do I have to compare myself..

“Min, this is Donghae.. I’ve told you about her, haven’t I ?” Eunhyuk said, with a bright expression on his face.

That ‘Min’s’ eyes widened, “so, this is your bestfriend… wait, you’re also Sapphire’s member, right?!” she said as she approached them, “hi, I’m Lee Sungmin..!”

Donghae took Sungmin’s offered hand and shook it, “I’m Lee Donghae.. nice to meet you Sungmin-sshi!” she offered a smile as a change.

She smiled back when Eunhyuk released his hand from hers and took Sungmin’s instead, “this is my girlfriend, I met her at winter last year!” he said warmly as he looked into her eyes.

Winter ?? last year ??! it meant before he came to England, why didn’t he tell me about that earlier ? and what’s wrong with this heart, it’s keep stabbed, somewhat painful, hey, do you feel betrayed..??

“Hae.. are you okay ?”

“yeah, I’m fine!”

“hey, we can have breakfast together, after we’re finish showering of course..” Sungmin offered.

“oh, no thank’s.. I have to go.” She refused softly. Eventhough the appointment will start 2 hours later, but she kinda felt that she’s in the wrong time to come.

Eunhyuk frowned, “you’re going again..?”

“yeah, but don’t worry, we can catch up later.. I’m working under SM now and kinda managing Jessica’s dance.” She answered heavily.

“ow, that’s great..” said Eunhyuk, “right, we have to catch up, okay!”

“okay.. bye!”

“bye!” and Eunhyuk gave her a kiss on the cheek before she get out of the apartment.

Outside, she walked slowly to the street, she somewhat lost her mind… why did it feel so uncomfortable on her throat when Eunhyuk introduced the girl as his girlfriend, is it just because she was over excited about the plan so when it didn’t go well she felt somehow dissapointed ? or is it because Eunhyuk had a promise that he’ll be there when she comes, but the fact is he’s there but with someone else ? or is it about the feeling she felt when she engulfed on Eunhyuk’s embrace ?

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[01] When You Love Your Friend

Title: When You Love Your Friend

Status: Prologue/?

Pairing: Eunhyuk/Donghae, Kibum/Donghae, Eunhyuk/Sungmin, Kyuhyun/Sungmin

Rating: G? (for this chapter)

Genre: AU, Romance, Angst, Genderswitch (many girls i n here :D)

Words: 890

Summary: Eunhyuk and Donghae are friends for forever and for everything, it’s said when they were seven, and also when they’re seventeen, but what will happen when they become twentyseven?



Lee Donghae had a boyfriend, he was really quiet, but had this kind of smile, that when he’s smiling, people around him will fainted due to too many flowers, and many people had experienced this. How come ? because you can see him everyday at magazine with famous designer clothes. Yeah, that’s the boyfriend, ex-boyfriend actually. Lee Donghae also had a bestfriend, he looks like a monkey, but he’s really good at dancing. Guess what to describe when this bestfriend is a choreographer for 2PM and SHINee?. That’s the bestfriend, but not ex-bestfriend, there’s no way a bestfriend can be ex.



Who is Lee Donghae ? she was a member of a 6 membered girlband, Sapphire, who came from a rather famous entertaintment. Yeah, if you compare her company with SM entertaintment, they will be drowned at a second. Her career started when she was 20, she was in charge for dancing, it’s not her voice was bad or something, but Ryeowook and Taeyeon had been in charge for the lead and main vocalist. She was also not in charge for goddess, because Kim Heechul and Jessica wouldn’t let her. So she and Hyeoyeon take the lead of dancing. They were success for the first two years with their two of five singles reached the best for sometimes. On the third, they slowly decreased by regeneration of entertainer. They barely reached the top for their singles anymore. The peak of their decrease is when Heechul had a car accident because of drunkeness and Hyeoyeon broke her ankle. After a week or so, Donghae locked herself on her apartment, there’s no news from her fellow members. She only received phonecall from Kibum, her boyfriend, and her mother to check on her condition. Infotaintment started to talk about Heechul’s addiction for alcohol, and it made all of things become worst. The rumours of Jessica tired of Heechul and want to leave the band, rumour about Taeyeon want to go solo, but much or less it was the truth. Then a week later, Heechul and Hyeoyeon had a medical treatment overseas but different country. Donghae couldn’t think of anything else beside her career that on the threshold of smashed. She went to her company, and her producer and manager told her that, there were no Sapphire anymore. Jessica declined her contract and Taeyeon accept her contract for solo.



Then, Lee Donghae left Seoul. She left her boyfriend, her kind and famous boyfriend. She thought Kibum only with her because she is an artist too, but not now, so she broke up with him. Lee Donghae went to England where her mother (her father has died 5 years ago) live with her brother who married a British girl two years ago. She left Seoul when she’s 24. Go back to five or seven years ago, she thought she’s forgetting something during her trainee, debut and artiste days. Her childhood. On the plane to England, she tried to forget her famous days, and thought about her time at elementary and high school day. She realize something very important, she forgot to tell her bestfriend about her departure.



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Let’s talk about the bestfriend. The bestfriend has a name, Lee Hyukjae, but he called himself Eunhyuk since ten. Donghae and Eunhyuk are friend for forever, it’s said when they were 7, and also when they were 17. They bestfriended for everything, for playing, for dancing, for stealing (once, for stealing a data from headmasters office), for crying (cry on each other shoulders for broke up at the same time), for leaning, for loving (Eunhyuk really loves her fish, and she loves his dog too, that’s the love they had). They go to different college, Eunhyuk major in dancing and Donghae major in English, she had not much time for school because of her trainee days, they rarely called each other anymore. When Donghae debuted, Eunhyuk was at America, he congratulate her a month later.



Eunhyuk really like Donghae since 15 actuallly (after he broke up with his girlfriend and ended up embraced by Donghae for two hours), but he didn’t want to ruin their friendship. At seventeen when Eunhyuk want to tell her – just tell – that he liked her, she told him that their friendship is forever, and will never ruined by everything. Eunhyuk nodded and told himself to not thinking of Donghae being his girlfriend ever again. When they went to different path, distance and business seems slowly threw them apart. Eunhyuk really good at dancing, so when he’s 20 he went to America and get a teaching from professional dancer there, so when he came back to Korea, he got a contract as a choreographer for famous boybands.



Eunhyuk never had news from Donghae directly, he only see her at TV and sometimes come to her performances to see that she’s living live is good. On 23, Eunhyuk had to go to America again to met Rain and his new trainees, he asked Eunhyuk to be a trainer for his trainees. He didn’t know that this had to have three years, but he like America and decided to live there for a few years. But he realize on the next year of his live at America, that he forgot something very important, he forgot to tell his bestfriend about his departure one year ago.



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