Chapter 7
Rating: R
Current Music: L’Arc~en~Ciel – Ibara No Namida
Words Count: 3,358
A/N This is the longest chapter…^^ by the way, sorry for the late update, I’ll make it up soon, and… it will probably be the last chapter after this one.
Eunhyuk and Sungmin walked to one of the boutique they always come to. They held hands all the way from his apartment to the boutique, let everyone know that they are lovers, but inside, could they be called lovers if the love they have not only for each other? They chatted like usual, laughed as usual, but it just a cover so what they really feel inside, the other couldn’t catch it.
They were at separated section to pick some clothes which they will wear for Ryeowook’s wedding. Oh, how Sungmin really didn’t want to attend that wedding party. She was so weak just think about it, but there was no way she couldn’t get the reason to not come. She had to face this, particularly because Kyuhyun had said that:
FLASHBACK
“Kyu!! It hurts!” Sungmin yelped from Kyuhyun sudden force to get Sungmin into his car. Kyuhyun just ignored Sungmin’s plea and get in to the driver seat.
“There’s nothing more hurt than my heart, Sungmin!” Kyuhyun said flatly, but it was obvious that he was really angry.
“Kyu… please, don’t be like this!”
Desperation and hurt, it’d all written on Kyuhyun’s face. Sungmin now could only cry and clutched to Kyuhyun’s arm that she felt so tense.
“Sungmin, you have to choose!” he said firmly.
Sungmin shook her head, “I’m not ready!”
Kyuhyun removed Sungmin hands from his arm with slight force, “if you not, then I’ll go…”
Sungmin shocked with Kyuhyun’s statement, the word of leaving her never came from his mouth all this time. It was the words Sungmin never wanted to hear.
“You know, Sungmin… being cheated by you is hurt, but it more hurt to not being with you, but the most painful thing is seeing you hurt…”
“Kyu…”
“Sungmin, if you choose me then you will attending Ryeowook’s party with me, if you don’t then you can go with Eunhyuk and I’ll leave. And I’m sure, I won’t go back to you anymore…”
END
“Min.. you’re okay?!” Eunhyuk asked her when he saw Sungmin just stood between two racks holding a blue-night dress.
“O-oh, yes… umm, you finish?!”
“Yeah, come on let’s pay, I have an appointment after this, so you go home by yourself, is it okay?”
Sungmin just nodded and smile at him. He smiled back and Sungmin thought she must have a live support so she could stand without Eunhyuk from now on.
***
Is it wrong to stay?
Eunhyuk hadn’t been through this. He hadn’t found the answer yet, but one thing he could certain of was Donghae probably hate him right now. Maybe it was because of that, he kept Sungmin by his side. Selfish, he knew it. Sungmin, he couldn’t leave her just because his bestfriend had come back.
He wondered what if Sungmin could feel what he was going through. What if she could feel that he didn’t love her anymore, well, he never really loved her that way anyway. But everything that they had been through all this time he could not let it go just like that, it contained happines more or less.
The thought of leaving Sungmin was always haunting on his mind, maybe with that he could easily fighting for his Donghae, but it wouldn’t be fair for Sungmin, not when the reason was loving another girl, but how about his feeling? He couldn’t let his heart hanging just like that, not knowing where to stay, it felt like dying.
***
It was a busy day at Kim’s residential, because tomorrow is a big day for the only daughter there. Maid scattered around the main house and Ryeowook’s private paviliun to prepare the food and dress not only for Ryeowook but for everyone engage in the wedding reception. As for Ryeowook herself, because she didn’t ought to do anything, she chatted with her long time friends in her own bedroom.
“so, how many times actually that Jongwoon of yours spill his drink on your dress..?” Hyoyeon asked as she still couldn’t stop her giggles from Ryeowook’s earlier story about her dorky boyfriend soon to be husband.
“I don’t know, but he used to spill his drink in every dinner we had in a month after he confessed to me.” and laughter fill the room again before there’s a knock on the door and one of Ryeowook’s maid come in.
“Your parents want to meet you Miss..”
“Alright, I’ll be there… gals, don’t forget to come tomorrow at nine, okay?!”
Discussion dismissed and the girls returned to their own acivity. Donghae walked back to her apartment because Jessica had something to do after that and couldn’t carry her home. A half and hour later, she arrived at her own apartment and as she just want to prepare for tomorrow, her doorbell ring. With a sigh, she opened the door and as surprised as the last visit, she almost jumped from her place.
The visitor just smile and didn’t obvious to Donghae’s shocked state, “K-Kibum…?”
“Hi, Hae…!”
“Kibum, what are you doing here?” she managed to say.
“Are you gonna let me in or not?” he looked annoyed with Donghae’s questions before.
Donghae opened his door wider so Kibum could enter her apartment. He calmly sat on Donghae’s couch. The meeting felt awkward for Donghae, she didn’t expect to see Kibum this fast especially after what he’s done to her and when she was on the state where she didn’t know what to choose.
“Preparing for tomorrow?” he asked when he spotted the blue dress on a single chair and shoes box above the table.
Why could he be so calm after what he did to her, Donghae couldn’t put away that thought from her mind. What’s wrong with Kibum’s personality once she knows him? Why did he so different now? A little Donghae knew that the changing in Kibum’s life was because of her.
Kibum stared at her when he didn’t get the answer. Donghae caught on it and immediately turned away before answering with a simple “yes.” She didn’t notice Kibum’s eyeing her like a wild animal ready to attack. His intention to come here wasn’t just a platitude, asking her condition or checking her apartment, but he come because a little bird tell him that Donghae love another person.
Donghae’s mobile rang when Kibum began to approach her. She ran to the kitchen to answer the call from her unnie, Heechul, “hello, unni?”
“Donghae…” Heechul sounded worried, “…are you in your apartment?” she asked with hesitation.
“Yes, what’s wrong unni?”
“Donghae, I’m sorry… but, I think Kibum will come to your house, and he looked so upset when I told him that he wouldn’t have a chance with you, I told him—I told him you.. love someone else. He’s not there, is he?”
Donghae sighed deeply. It really turned out to be so messed up, her life, everyone’s life. She started to blame it to the return of herself, “unnie, he’s here.. but don’t worry, I can handle this.” Heechul gasped when she heard it and began to curse herself for being so careless.
“I think you don’t know Kibum well right now, but.. Donghae, I’m so worried.. please, be careful…”
“Okay, unni… it’s not like Kibum is a murderer…” she heard footsteps came near the kitchen and it must be Kibum, “he’s coming unni, I’ll call you if something happens.”
“Hae—“ she cut the line, unaware that Heechul is about to say something to her.
“Hae…” Kibum called right behind her and she jumped in surprise when she turned around and Kibum was just a few inches in front of her, “don’t you have something to say?” he pushed her to the kitchen table and put his hands on either side of her body. Donghae felt like being trapped, but she promised Heechul to be able to handle this, but something in Kibum eyes intimidating her.
“What.. what do you mean Kibum?” Kibum hit the table behind her, the sound of it made Donghae startled and she felt her heart would come out anytime soon, she felt fear now towards this guy who used to be gentle once he was. This was what she anxious about since the first time they met again. She’s really afraid that Kibum would turn out like this, but like she said earlier, she’s sure that Kibum wasn’t a murderer.
“Don’t play ass with me… I know you want to reject me and don’t want to come back to me!!” he yelled as he grabbed Donghae’s shoulder roughly made her hissed in pain, “why don’t you just told me earlier!!”
Donghae tried to push him away with her strength and Kibum backed up a little, “Kibum, what are you doing?”. Now she grabbed her arms with so much force and Donghae scream because it was really hurt , “please Kibum..!”
“You’re mine, Hae!! Doesn’t everybody say that to you? Don’t you remember, we never broke up, you just went to God knows where without telling me!!”
His eyes, full of anger. Donghae couldn’t help it but frightened inside. This is not Kibum, she kept on chanting those words inside her head, hoping this guy wasn’t Kibum she used to know before. “Kibum, don’t do this.. I’m so—“
“DON’T SAY YOU’RE SORRY!!” he screamed in front of Donghae’s face. Her whole body was shaking now and kept praying that Kibum would end all of this. Donghae turned her head to the side and let her tears flowing down her cheek. Kibum forced her head to face him with his hand grabbed her jaw tightly and kissed her with the same force.
Donghae groaned inside her throat when Kibum’s teeth pulling at her lower lip and caused blood to flow. She had an opportunity to push him again when his hand move to her neck. Donghae pushed with all of her power until Kibum fall to the ground. She ran, aiming to the door so she could get out of her apartment, but Kibum was fast, he caught her body and pushed her against the wall. Without words, he started to kiss her again harder this time and ripped her shirt on the way to slip his tounge inside her warm cavern. Donghae could make it when Kibum opened her shirt all the way and ran to the telephone, but Kibum throw her telephone away and threw her to the couch. Donghae tried to get up but Kibum slapped her cheek. Donghae and Kibum stopped in their track, Kibum’s breathing heavily above her while Donghae stared deep into his eyes, searching for something that could explain the situation, but his eyes just full of anger and lust. For a moment, nobody tried to lash or to struggle against. The end up staring into each other eyes, just searching what they wanted to find, but there’s nothing.
Donghae tried to get up but Kibum held her down again, she thought it was over, “Kibum, please!”
“NO!! you’re mine!! I don’t care who he is that you love now, you’re always mine..!” and he started to attack her neck, trapped both her hands with his above her head while he opened his shirt. He ripped her bra also, leaving her topless and Donghae was disgusting to herself right now, he couldn’t do anything now. Tears flooded all over her face and Kibum didn’t seem to notice her plead and just continued attacking Donghae.
“I’ll make you mine all over again with my way!” he murmured between her breast and right there she spotted her high heels upon the coffee table beside them. If only her hands didn’t trapped… and suddenly, Kibum released her hands to opened his own shirt when his mouth kept ravaging her body. Donghae reached for the heels quickly then without hesitation she hit his head with the tip of her heels and he screamed in pain until he felt the world spinning and fell from the couch.
Donghae quickly ran to the door after swoop her abandoned shirt. She ran out from her apartment, glanced back every now and then, afraid that Kibum would chase after her again. Donghae just ran without particular destination but what her heart told her too, to someone he thought of during Kibum’s assault just now.
***
Eunhyuk was in the middle of pouring his second cup of coffee when someone banged on his door. He sighed, he hated this kind of guest that kept banging on his door when there’s a bell already. “Wait a second, aish!!”
He opened the door to a surprise, “Donghae?!” his surprise turned into a shocked and worried expression when he saw that Donghae’s long hair was messy, there’s also dry tears on her face and blood on her lower lip, the button on her shirt was lost so she used her hand to pull it to cover her body, “Hae, what’s—“
He didn’t continue his words when suddenly he felt Donghae hugged him with one hand and she cried into his chest. Eunhyuk embraced her tighter to make her sure that she’s safe now from whatever she had gone through earlier. He let Donghae like that, put all of her emotion and her pain outdside until there was just sob that heard. Eunhyuk gently carried Donghae to his couch and let her take a seat while he searched for his shirt and water for Donghae.
“Put this on!” Eunhyuk said when he gave the plaid shirt and Donghae turned around so Eunhyuk couldn’t see her. Eunhyuk also turned away from her so she could have some privacy when changing.
After Donghae done with the changing, he handed her a glass of water. Silence filled the room, no one dared to make a move or to be the first one to talk. Donghae then finally gulped down her water carelessly so some of the water trailing down her chin and damped Eunhyuk’s shirt. Eunhyuk saw that and sighed, he lowered the glass and grabbed a tissue to wipe Donghae’s chin. Donghae looked at his eyes and their gaze met. She didn’t know what comes to her mind so she started to sob again.
“Donghae, just tell me what’s wrong? Did someone hurt you?” Eunhyuk turned to panic mode as Donghae’s tears flowed down her cheeks. Eunhyuk pulled her into his arms when she cried louder. He never saw Donghae this way because she never showed her weak side to everyone, she wasn’t weak after all. The problem must be very complicated and little Eunhyuk knows that maybe one of them was because of him.
Eunhyuk leaned back on his couch and brought Donghae along. He let Donghae cried on his chest again until only sob heard and then there was nothing, “you ready to talk now?” he asked as he caressed her hair lovingly. He still in love with this woman and she knows it after all.
Donghae just nodded weakly then said, “can I talk to you about this?”
“You know you can talk to me about everything…”
The two of them paused for a moment before Donghae broke the silence, “it’s Kibum.”
Eunhyuk frowned because he tried to digest the name in his head and then come to a conclusion, “your ex?” and Donghae nodded again. She got up from Eunhyuk’s embrace and looked at him as she spoke.
“He’s not really my ex… he’s right, I never broke up with him. What I never know is he said he still love me. He tried to rape me today.” She explained and it made Eunhyuk gasped in shock.
“Why would he rape you? He hurt you, didn’t he?” he asked in panic once again, pointing to her lower lip that torn slightly.
“No, I’m okay, I’m not injured, and he didn’t get to do me anything, don’t worry!” Donghae smiled at him and it made Eunhyuk’d sighed in relief, but he couldn’t deny that he felt anger towards that man named Kibum. How could he say that he still love Donghae but on the other side hurting her?
“I just… shock and dissapointed but on the other side I regret for not knowing how he really feels.” Donghae continued, “he hurts, but I really can’t do anything about it… I only can feel sorry for him, it was my fault after all that he become like this.”
Donghae buried her face on her palms and Eunhyuk reached to caress the top of her head, “Hae, I don’t think it was your fault… it’s him who make his life that way, a man should let go what has gone.”
She stared at Eunhyuk’s eyes once more, sure there was love in there. How she never found out all this time was really her stupidity and now she had to be faced with the truth that he had been suffered for ten years just because she only want him as a friend. It couldn’t be just friendship though, what she felt at the past and what she saw in herself plus what she realized now that Eunhyuk, her Hyukjae, is the only man for her.
“Hyuk, did you hurt also? Because it seems that everyone is hurt because of my decision.” She asked, still looked at his eyes.
Eunhyuk just smiled sincerely and shook his head, “you would never be able to hurt me, Hae!” he said as he traced lines on her face with his fingertips and ended up cupping her right cheek with his hand, “because if I hurted by you, I would end up thinking that I’m the one hurting you. Because if I hurt, who will bring you in and heal your wound when you hurt.” It’s the truth, how could he end up hating Donghae or did something cruel to her eventhough she had hurt him badly.
“Hyukjae…”
Eunhyuk leaned forward and kissed her forehead. He saw Donghae’s eyes brimming with tears when he pulled away, “thank you, Hyuk..!” and she hugged her bestfriend again.
“Why are you crying a lot today, Hae..?”
“I don’t know, it’s just… it’s like all the things I did was wrong and I don’t know how to fix it.”
“Shhh… everything’s gonna be fine, I promise!”
Donghae pulled away from Eunhyuk and glared at him, “why are you promising? This is my problem!”
“Hey… listen! I can promise you everything as long as you stay with me. I will try to fix you however ruined you are because I’m your best friend and… because I love you!” he said gently and carefully.
Donghae bit her lower lip to prevent herself from saying it out loud and stared at her hands nervously, “I love you too, Hyuk.” Couldn’t bear the thumping in her heart again as Eunhyuk said those words one more time to her, she said it unknowingly.
“W-what?”
Donghae, audaciously looked up to see Eunhyuk’s confused face, “I said… I love you… as like love that you said to me the previous day.” She exhaled a long breath.
Eunhyuk froze in his place, not knowing to react or to say. It surprised him really, Donghae loves him just like he became a Prince of Persia that wouldn’t come true. But now here she was, telling him that she also loves him with the exact love he felt towards her.
“I’m sorry… I realize it just when you said it, but after I look back to the past I know that it was also love… and I think—“
Donghae didn’t have a chance to finish her sentence because Eunhyuk had just claimed her lips passionately. Donghae had nothing but to accept the kiss and forgot everything because it’s just Donghae and Eunhyuk that exist this time. How he always dreamt of this day to come, Donghae loved him back and he could kiss her without being afraid that he just kissed his best friend of 20 years. Friend didn’t kiss and also didn’t do what they would do next.
***
Stay with me until I fall asleep
Don’t let your gentle hand go
Because I just like a little kid that had became lost…
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2010/08/06
2010/04/02
[05] When You Love Your Friend
Title : When You Love Your Friend
Status : Chapter 4/?
Words Count : 2,633
What I'm Listening To : Epik High - Fan
Summary : Eunhyuk and Donghae are friends for forever and for everything, it’s said when they were seven, and also when they’re seventeen, but what will happen when they become twentyseven?When You Love Your Friend
The lips seemed not eager to make any movement but as Donghae’s eyes widened, it still there for a good 30 seconds. The feeling was new for both of them, really… this was just too far but it felt like it’s what they’re waiting for since tonight come. It looked like Eunhyuk really enjoyed this kiss because as Donghae saw him, he closed his eyes, but the frown on his forehead expressed that he’s still hesitated about this.
Ten seconds later, Eunhyuk pulled away with slight guilt and embarrased at the same time. He didn’t dare to look Donghae in the eyes. Donghae waited for him to say something, but he didn’t, instead his phone vibrated again. Eunhyuk grabbed the phone but seemed hesitate to answer. So Donghae made a move to get out of the car after saying, “I have to go, you better have a good explanation” with flat expression.
Donghae just walked towards her apartment, looked like Eunhyuk didn’t have an urge to chase her. She leaned her forehead above elevator button before push it and sighed loudly, no one heard after all, it’s one in the morning. Without her realized it, she arrived at 8th floor where she live and soon go inside her apartment room, and buried herself on the plush chair at her living room.
“OMG, what was he doing ? it was so stupid !!” she said, rather muffled by the plush chair. She didn’t know why she was so upset yet excited at the same time at Eunhyuk’s behavior. He never like this, tonight or since she met him again after they turned 20, she realized, Eunhyuk wasn’t the same boy she ever knew, he has turned become a man. He wasn’t the boy with black converse and wool red hat anymore and beside that he wasn’t the boy who accepted or offered cheek kissing anymore, he preffered lips now, Donghae thought.
“He has girlfriend!” yeah, that’s the very stupid part, how come that kiss could stay long if Donghae didn’t keep it for that long, yeah, it was really her stupidity. She’s the one who should push him away but she didn’t let it go. How about his girlfriend if she found out, Eunhyuk seemed love the girl so much.
With a lot of thought Donghae tried to walk from the living room to her bedroom and without changing, she jumped onto the bed and tried to sleep.
*
Sungmin has been at Eunhyuk’s apartment for an hour then, no one knows that the fact she has been there for that long despite it’s just fifteen minutes ago she called the owner and tell him that she’s just arrived and would be waiting for him at home.
She was still shivering at the cold air that hit her almost dry clothes. She knew that followed Kyuhyun’s kinky idea to make out under the pool is really a bad decision, but the man seemed always had a teaser his way which always make Sungmin fell onto his trap, but how he was her boyfriend it’s not what his way did nor it was his trap either. Sungmin just couldn’t get far away from Kyuhyun, it’s just impossible, but she and Kyuhyun lived with the other way, and maybe even Kyuhyun didn’t know this. She claimed that Kyuhyun who attached to her and pretended that he’s the one who owe his life to her.
But then, this night’s incident made her anxious. Kyuhyun’s cousin, Yesung, caught them at the pool. If he’s alone then it would be alright, but knowing that the pool was also his, he brought someone who made her startled. Fortunately, Sungmin still had her pants and bra on when they caught them. When Sungmin searched for her top at somewhere at the surface of water, they got close. They awkwardly introduced each other, that’s when Sungmin knew that the girl Yesung brought is his fiancee, and the fiancee – which is the last thing she wanted to know – turned out to be the one of Sapphire ex-member. She knew that Kyuhyun’s cousin will get married soon, but he never mentioned who will be the bride. One thing she remembered back then was just Eunhyuk. Despite her wet body, she quickly run out of the house and called a cab. Kyuhyun chased her but it’s too late. And then she end up at her another boyfriend’s apartment.
Sungmin sat at the floor curled up like a ball to prevent the cold, Eunhyuk always locked his bedroom when nobody’s around and a few of Sungmin’s clothes is there. She didn’t want to drench the sofa so there’s she was. She always felt like crying if something like this happen, what she needed was Kyuhyun, but he never could do that. They had made a deal – she made the deal – that this relationship is a secret if he really wanted to be with her. She was taut when she’s waiting for his answer. She really wanted to be with him, but at that time that’s too late. A part of her said that she don’t want to be left behind again if Kyuhyun had to leave so she dated Eunhyuk instead, but other part of her said that she wanted to be with Kyuhyun eventhough it’s just for a moment, she knew Kyuhyun will left her once in a while, so at that time she searched for another warmth. Not many people knew about this relationship, just Kyuhyun’s cousin and Sungmin’s mother. There weren’t secret she hide from her mother even her cheating.
She admitted that she scared because she started to love Eunhyuk since Eunhyuk really expressed his love for her. But she couldn’t deny her infatuation for Kyuhyun who she dated since she knew what love is. She accustomed to his warmth, his scent, his smile, his gaze as though it was all hers and she wouldn’t let it go forever. Then, Eunhyuk came when she fed up with Kyuhyun always leaving and they both lacked for love, they started to be together eventhough she knew soon or later she would back to Kyuhyun again. But, reality spoke a different thing she didn’t know why she couldn’t leave Eunhyuk. The man seemed really kind and faithful to her. He never forbad Sungmin to do what she wanted to do, eventhough what she wanted to do is back with her ex. What if Eunhyuk knew about this ? Yesung’s fiancee was Sapphire’s ex-member and she knows Lee Donghae, Eunhyuk’s just-returned bestfriend.
*
Ten minutes later, the door opened and Eunhyuk came in. He saw Sungmin sat on the floor and smiled up at him that sweet smile she always had. He rather felt guilty towards her, he knew what he’d done tonight is wrong but he couldn’t help the longing inside of him, it was really strong and get to the point of tore down the rational control inside his head.
“you back.” She said, still on the floor.
“yeah, I thought you went to see your cousin at your mother’s..” Eunhyuk walked to her and joined her sitting on the floor.
She turned her head away before answering, “I was, but I don’t feel like overstay…”
Eunhyuk just nodded and then he felt something, “hey, you’re wet.. how ? it doesn’t even raining..”
“oh, when I walked in the park, I unintentionally fell to the pond there, maybe it’s because of dark so I barely saw the road..” she explained. Eunhyuk just nodded once again then touch her hair. The touch was so wary, it’s as though he would break her down if it too long lingered there.
“you should change and take a warm shower before, it’s one in the morning and I’m sure you’ll get cold tomorrow.” Eunhyuk ordered as he pulled her onto her feet and led her to his bedroom.
On the doorway, he felt a tug at his own hand and as he looked back Sungmin seemed tense on his hold, “what’s wrong ?” he frowned. Sungmin looked sad and she bent her head low.
“Hyuk, are you love me ?” she asked all of a sudden made Eunhyuk shocked and couldn’t breathe at the moment. Did Sungmin know what he’d done just now? Did Sungmin know what his heart can tell? No, it couldn’t be.
“w-what ?” he managed to say, didn’t really know what to answer.
Sungmin looked at him with undescribable expression, “are you really love me ?”
Eunhyuk opened his mouth to say that he does but it wouldn’t come out, it was like that the meaning of those words were there but it wasn’t all for this girl, “o-of cou-rse.. why are y-you asking ?”
She smiled a slight bitter smile. What happened with this girl ? Eunhyuk knew that Sungmin sometimes had a mood swings but this was frightened him. The hold on his hand tightened as she talked again, “then please, don’t ever leave me, because I love you!”
It’s all in her eyes, Eunhyuk thought, that could suck all of his heart. He was in love with this girl right after he decided to forget his previous love. He also believed that maybe Sungmin could make him forget about it. If Donghae didn’t come then maybe he could grow his love for Sungmin even more. But now it seemed that that love had found its way home yet not all of it.
Eunhyuk pulled her onto his embrace and she immediately burried her face on Eunhyuk’s shoulder. Maybe he had to do this, “I won’t…” maybe, but don’t make me promise. Sungmin didn’t say anything anymore.
*
Donghae woke up to the sound of the bell ringing. She rubbed her eyes to have a clear look at her clock above her bedroom door. It showed 10 AM. She thought for seconds about what she had to do today, but none, she didn’t have any task to do. So who was that at the door ?
When she got up from the bed, she realized she still had her coat on from last night and whiter t-shirt and maroon short-shorts inside. Even the socks were still there. With just opened her coat, Donghae come to see who’s at the door. Kibum stood there wearing white shirt with the sleeves rolled up and button undone until the second revealing his collarbone clearly, a pair of black pants and Gucci sunglasses. Donghae blinked for nth times tried to believe that the guy who stood in front of her is really Kibum. It wasn’t because how fashionable Kibum is right now but why is he here anyway ?
“how do you know my apartment ?”
Kibum took off his sunglasses before smiling, oh.. that smile still have the same function, to suck anybody’s life and drowned people’s heart, “Heechul told me..” he answered simply.
“oh.. and why are you here ?”
“Heechul asked me..”
Donghae just gaped and Kibum’s answered and then chuckled before clapping, “since when you become Heechul’s new maid ?” she laughed.
He also giggled a little, “I’m not..! so you let me in or not ?”
Donghae let him in and invited him to sit at the couch, “want some juice ?” she asked as she walked toward the kitchen.
“yes, please.”
Donghae opened her refrigerator and took out a carton of orange juice. She thought for seconds when she poured it to the glass that it would be good if it guava, Kibum always love guava juice in the morning.
Donghae handed it to Kibum and sit next to him, “I don’t have guava juice right now..” she stated.
Kibum sipped the juice a little then put it upon the coffe table, “it’s okay, I don’t really drink that kind of juice anymore.”
“oh..” Donghae felt a tug on her heart, the guilty for leaving come out again. Kibum’s words seemed to clarify that he wasn’t a guy Donghae knows anymore.
“are you just comeback home or something ?” Kibum asked.
“oh, no.. I just forgot to change last night, too tired to do it. I’ll go change, you can wait for me, right ?” Donghae got up and ready to walk towards her bedroom, when suddenly Kibum answered, “no!”
“no, I m-mean.. you go change after I explain to you why I am here..”
“oh.. okay.” Donghae confused why Kibum acted this way. Every word he said seems inconsiderate. He just spoke what his mouth wanted to.
“this is about Heechul and her mischievous idea.”
“what is it ?”
“she want me to be your pair at Ryeowook’s wedding.”
“is that necessary..?”
“Heechul said so.. I don’t why she really like to coupling people.. she also implored Ryeowook for making Hangeng the bestman, but of course it can’t because Kyuhyun has to be the bestman no matter what.. and if Heechul still stubborn she will make her the bridesmaid and you know what, she didn’t incline but Ryeowook beg her back and Heechul surrender, so she makes Taeyeon be paired with Hangeng, how ridiculous..”
“so what will we do there as pairs ?”
“we act like couple in love.”
Donghae couldn’t breathe.
*
Sungmin woke up when she heard the bell ringing. She looked to Eunhyuk who still sleeping underneath her. So she walked towards the door to Eunhyuk’s apartment and found a postman there.
“can I help you ?” Sungmin asked.
“yes, this is an invitation for Mr.Lee Hyukjae..” the postman said.
“he’s still sleeping, I’ll receive that..”
“alright, with Mrs…”
“Lee Sungmin.”
The postman wrote down her name and asked for her signature before handing the invitation. Sungmin brought it inside and as she was going to open it, Eunhyuk come from the bedroom rubbing his eyes.
“who is that ?” he asked.
“a postman brought you an invitation.” Sungmin stated.
“let me see that.” Eunhyuk took the invitation from Sungmin’s hand and read it, “it’s from Ryeowook, her wedding is on this Saturday, this is for two people, so you come with me, right ?”
Sungmin really surprised when Eunhyuk mentioned Ryeowook’s name, and more surprised when he asked her to come, “Sungmin ?” she heard Eunhyuk called.
“oh.. y-yes, you w-want me to come ?” because I don’t want to.
“yes ?”
“why don’t you ask Donghae instead..” Why I’m asking that ?
“Donghae is the bridesmaid there.. why, you don’t want to ?”
Sungmin had no heart to decline as she saw a plea in Eunhyuk’s eyes, “it’s not that, okay.. I’ll come with you.”
*
“couple i-in l-love ?” Donghae asked as if not believing that Kibum said that.
Kibum looked at her, still smiling sweetly, “yes, however it’s Heechul’s idea. Ridicolous isn’t it ? act like how we used to be..”
Eventhough Kibum was smiling, Donghae didn’t miss a glint of pain when he said that. Donghae had known Kibum for 3 years including 2 years they were together. She knew Kibum outside and inside, every habit, every sad and happy memories he had. Two years wasn’t a short time for a couple let alone the couple was celebrity. Donghae also always knew what expression Kibum would have when he faced a state.
“Kibum, listen…” Donghae said, “I know it’s too late, because we have met after I returned, but… I’m sorry..” Donghae waited for Kibum to say something but he didn’t so she continued, “…I’m sorry for leaving you without saying anything and more of it I’m sorry for didn’t try, because I don’t know wether I will be back or not..”
Kibum showed an undescribable expression and Donghae ran out of words, she had said everything it depended on Kibum will accept it or not. Kibum opened his mouth to say something and he said, “oh, you’re sorry ?”
TBC
Status : Chapter 4/?
Words Count : 2,633
What I'm Listening To : Epik High - Fan
Summary : Eunhyuk and Donghae are friends for forever and for everything, it’s said when they were seven, and also when they’re seventeen, but what will happen when they become twentyseven?When You Love Your Friend
The lips seemed not eager to make any movement but as Donghae’s eyes widened, it still there for a good 30 seconds. The feeling was new for both of them, really… this was just too far but it felt like it’s what they’re waiting for since tonight come. It looked like Eunhyuk really enjoyed this kiss because as Donghae saw him, he closed his eyes, but the frown on his forehead expressed that he’s still hesitated about this.
Ten seconds later, Eunhyuk pulled away with slight guilt and embarrased at the same time. He didn’t dare to look Donghae in the eyes. Donghae waited for him to say something, but he didn’t, instead his phone vibrated again. Eunhyuk grabbed the phone but seemed hesitate to answer. So Donghae made a move to get out of the car after saying, “I have to go, you better have a good explanation” with flat expression.
Donghae just walked towards her apartment, looked like Eunhyuk didn’t have an urge to chase her. She leaned her forehead above elevator button before push it and sighed loudly, no one heard after all, it’s one in the morning. Without her realized it, she arrived at 8th floor where she live and soon go inside her apartment room, and buried herself on the plush chair at her living room.
“OMG, what was he doing ? it was so stupid !!” she said, rather muffled by the plush chair. She didn’t know why she was so upset yet excited at the same time at Eunhyuk’s behavior. He never like this, tonight or since she met him again after they turned 20, she realized, Eunhyuk wasn’t the same boy she ever knew, he has turned become a man. He wasn’t the boy with black converse and wool red hat anymore and beside that he wasn’t the boy who accepted or offered cheek kissing anymore, he preffered lips now, Donghae thought.
“He has girlfriend!” yeah, that’s the very stupid part, how come that kiss could stay long if Donghae didn’t keep it for that long, yeah, it was really her stupidity. She’s the one who should push him away but she didn’t let it go. How about his girlfriend if she found out, Eunhyuk seemed love the girl so much.
With a lot of thought Donghae tried to walk from the living room to her bedroom and without changing, she jumped onto the bed and tried to sleep.
*
Sungmin has been at Eunhyuk’s apartment for an hour then, no one knows that the fact she has been there for that long despite it’s just fifteen minutes ago she called the owner and tell him that she’s just arrived and would be waiting for him at home.
She was still shivering at the cold air that hit her almost dry clothes. She knew that followed Kyuhyun’s kinky idea to make out under the pool is really a bad decision, but the man seemed always had a teaser his way which always make Sungmin fell onto his trap, but how he was her boyfriend it’s not what his way did nor it was his trap either. Sungmin just couldn’t get far away from Kyuhyun, it’s just impossible, but she and Kyuhyun lived with the other way, and maybe even Kyuhyun didn’t know this. She claimed that Kyuhyun who attached to her and pretended that he’s the one who owe his life to her.
But then, this night’s incident made her anxious. Kyuhyun’s cousin, Yesung, caught them at the pool. If he’s alone then it would be alright, but knowing that the pool was also his, he brought someone who made her startled. Fortunately, Sungmin still had her pants and bra on when they caught them. When Sungmin searched for her top at somewhere at the surface of water, they got close. They awkwardly introduced each other, that’s when Sungmin knew that the girl Yesung brought is his fiancee, and the fiancee – which is the last thing she wanted to know – turned out to be the one of Sapphire ex-member. She knew that Kyuhyun’s cousin will get married soon, but he never mentioned who will be the bride. One thing she remembered back then was just Eunhyuk. Despite her wet body, she quickly run out of the house and called a cab. Kyuhyun chased her but it’s too late. And then she end up at her another boyfriend’s apartment.
Sungmin sat at the floor curled up like a ball to prevent the cold, Eunhyuk always locked his bedroom when nobody’s around and a few of Sungmin’s clothes is there. She didn’t want to drench the sofa so there’s she was. She always felt like crying if something like this happen, what she needed was Kyuhyun, but he never could do that. They had made a deal – she made the deal – that this relationship is a secret if he really wanted to be with her. She was taut when she’s waiting for his answer. She really wanted to be with him, but at that time that’s too late. A part of her said that she don’t want to be left behind again if Kyuhyun had to leave so she dated Eunhyuk instead, but other part of her said that she wanted to be with Kyuhyun eventhough it’s just for a moment, she knew Kyuhyun will left her once in a while, so at that time she searched for another warmth. Not many people knew about this relationship, just Kyuhyun’s cousin and Sungmin’s mother. There weren’t secret she hide from her mother even her cheating.
She admitted that she scared because she started to love Eunhyuk since Eunhyuk really expressed his love for her. But she couldn’t deny her infatuation for Kyuhyun who she dated since she knew what love is. She accustomed to his warmth, his scent, his smile, his gaze as though it was all hers and she wouldn’t let it go forever. Then, Eunhyuk came when she fed up with Kyuhyun always leaving and they both lacked for love, they started to be together eventhough she knew soon or later she would back to Kyuhyun again. But, reality spoke a different thing she didn’t know why she couldn’t leave Eunhyuk. The man seemed really kind and faithful to her. He never forbad Sungmin to do what she wanted to do, eventhough what she wanted to do is back with her ex. What if Eunhyuk knew about this ? Yesung’s fiancee was Sapphire’s ex-member and she knows Lee Donghae, Eunhyuk’s just-returned bestfriend.
*
Ten minutes later, the door opened and Eunhyuk came in. He saw Sungmin sat on the floor and smiled up at him that sweet smile she always had. He rather felt guilty towards her, he knew what he’d done tonight is wrong but he couldn’t help the longing inside of him, it was really strong and get to the point of tore down the rational control inside his head.
“you back.” She said, still on the floor.
“yeah, I thought you went to see your cousin at your mother’s..” Eunhyuk walked to her and joined her sitting on the floor.
She turned her head away before answering, “I was, but I don’t feel like overstay…”
Eunhyuk just nodded and then he felt something, “hey, you’re wet.. how ? it doesn’t even raining..”
“oh, when I walked in the park, I unintentionally fell to the pond there, maybe it’s because of dark so I barely saw the road..” she explained. Eunhyuk just nodded once again then touch her hair. The touch was so wary, it’s as though he would break her down if it too long lingered there.
“you should change and take a warm shower before, it’s one in the morning and I’m sure you’ll get cold tomorrow.” Eunhyuk ordered as he pulled her onto her feet and led her to his bedroom.
On the doorway, he felt a tug at his own hand and as he looked back Sungmin seemed tense on his hold, “what’s wrong ?” he frowned. Sungmin looked sad and she bent her head low.
“Hyuk, are you love me ?” she asked all of a sudden made Eunhyuk shocked and couldn’t breathe at the moment. Did Sungmin know what he’d done just now? Did Sungmin know what his heart can tell? No, it couldn’t be.
“w-what ?” he managed to say, didn’t really know what to answer.
Sungmin looked at him with undescribable expression, “are you really love me ?”
Eunhyuk opened his mouth to say that he does but it wouldn’t come out, it was like that the meaning of those words were there but it wasn’t all for this girl, “o-of cou-rse.. why are y-you asking ?”
She smiled a slight bitter smile. What happened with this girl ? Eunhyuk knew that Sungmin sometimes had a mood swings but this was frightened him. The hold on his hand tightened as she talked again, “then please, don’t ever leave me, because I love you!”
It’s all in her eyes, Eunhyuk thought, that could suck all of his heart. He was in love with this girl right after he decided to forget his previous love. He also believed that maybe Sungmin could make him forget about it. If Donghae didn’t come then maybe he could grow his love for Sungmin even more. But now it seemed that that love had found its way home yet not all of it.
Eunhyuk pulled her onto his embrace and she immediately burried her face on Eunhyuk’s shoulder. Maybe he had to do this, “I won’t…” maybe, but don’t make me promise. Sungmin didn’t say anything anymore.
*
Donghae woke up to the sound of the bell ringing. She rubbed her eyes to have a clear look at her clock above her bedroom door. It showed 10 AM. She thought for seconds about what she had to do today, but none, she didn’t have any task to do. So who was that at the door ?
When she got up from the bed, she realized she still had her coat on from last night and whiter t-shirt and maroon short-shorts inside. Even the socks were still there. With just opened her coat, Donghae come to see who’s at the door. Kibum stood there wearing white shirt with the sleeves rolled up and button undone until the second revealing his collarbone clearly, a pair of black pants and Gucci sunglasses. Donghae blinked for nth times tried to believe that the guy who stood in front of her is really Kibum. It wasn’t because how fashionable Kibum is right now but why is he here anyway ?
“how do you know my apartment ?”
Kibum took off his sunglasses before smiling, oh.. that smile still have the same function, to suck anybody’s life and drowned people’s heart, “Heechul told me..” he answered simply.
“oh.. and why are you here ?”
“Heechul asked me..”
Donghae just gaped and Kibum’s answered and then chuckled before clapping, “since when you become Heechul’s new maid ?” she laughed.
He also giggled a little, “I’m not..! so you let me in or not ?”
Donghae let him in and invited him to sit at the couch, “want some juice ?” she asked as she walked toward the kitchen.
“yes, please.”
Donghae opened her refrigerator and took out a carton of orange juice. She thought for seconds when she poured it to the glass that it would be good if it guava, Kibum always love guava juice in the morning.
Donghae handed it to Kibum and sit next to him, “I don’t have guava juice right now..” she stated.
Kibum sipped the juice a little then put it upon the coffe table, “it’s okay, I don’t really drink that kind of juice anymore.”
“oh..” Donghae felt a tug on her heart, the guilty for leaving come out again. Kibum’s words seemed to clarify that he wasn’t a guy Donghae knows anymore.
“are you just comeback home or something ?” Kibum asked.
“oh, no.. I just forgot to change last night, too tired to do it. I’ll go change, you can wait for me, right ?” Donghae got up and ready to walk towards her bedroom, when suddenly Kibum answered, “no!”
“no, I m-mean.. you go change after I explain to you why I am here..”
“oh.. okay.” Donghae confused why Kibum acted this way. Every word he said seems inconsiderate. He just spoke what his mouth wanted to.
“this is about Heechul and her mischievous idea.”
“what is it ?”
“she want me to be your pair at Ryeowook’s wedding.”
“is that necessary..?”
“Heechul said so.. I don’t why she really like to coupling people.. she also implored Ryeowook for making Hangeng the bestman, but of course it can’t because Kyuhyun has to be the bestman no matter what.. and if Heechul still stubborn she will make her the bridesmaid and you know what, she didn’t incline but Ryeowook beg her back and Heechul surrender, so she makes Taeyeon be paired with Hangeng, how ridiculous..”
“so what will we do there as pairs ?”
“we act like couple in love.”
Donghae couldn’t breathe.
*
Sungmin woke up when she heard the bell ringing. She looked to Eunhyuk who still sleeping underneath her. So she walked towards the door to Eunhyuk’s apartment and found a postman there.
“can I help you ?” Sungmin asked.
“yes, this is an invitation for Mr.Lee Hyukjae..” the postman said.
“he’s still sleeping, I’ll receive that..”
“alright, with Mrs…”
“Lee Sungmin.”
The postman wrote down her name and asked for her signature before handing the invitation. Sungmin brought it inside and as she was going to open it, Eunhyuk come from the bedroom rubbing his eyes.
“who is that ?” he asked.
“a postman brought you an invitation.” Sungmin stated.
“let me see that.” Eunhyuk took the invitation from Sungmin’s hand and read it, “it’s from Ryeowook, her wedding is on this Saturday, this is for two people, so you come with me, right ?”
Sungmin really surprised when Eunhyuk mentioned Ryeowook’s name, and more surprised when he asked her to come, “Sungmin ?” she heard Eunhyuk called.
“oh.. y-yes, you w-want me to come ?” because I don’t want to.
“yes ?”
“why don’t you ask Donghae instead..” Why I’m asking that ?
“Donghae is the bridesmaid there.. why, you don’t want to ?”
Sungmin had no heart to decline as she saw a plea in Eunhyuk’s eyes, “it’s not that, okay.. I’ll come with you.”
*
“couple i-in l-love ?” Donghae asked as if not believing that Kibum said that.
Kibum looked at her, still smiling sweetly, “yes, however it’s Heechul’s idea. Ridicolous isn’t it ? act like how we used to be..”
Eventhough Kibum was smiling, Donghae didn’t miss a glint of pain when he said that. Donghae had known Kibum for 3 years including 2 years they were together. She knew Kibum outside and inside, every habit, every sad and happy memories he had. Two years wasn’t a short time for a couple let alone the couple was celebrity. Donghae also always knew what expression Kibum would have when he faced a state.
“Kibum, listen…” Donghae said, “I know it’s too late, because we have met after I returned, but… I’m sorry..” Donghae waited for Kibum to say something but he didn’t so she continued, “…I’m sorry for leaving you without saying anything and more of it I’m sorry for didn’t try, because I don’t know wether I will be back or not..”
Kibum showed an undescribable expression and Donghae ran out of words, she had said everything it depended on Kibum will accept it or not. Kibum opened his mouth to say something and he said, “oh, you’re sorry ?”
TBC
2010/03/27
[Oneshot] Hatred for the one you love
Title: Hatred for the one you love
Pairing: Kibum/Sungmin
Rating: R (for fighting)
Summary: Hatred for the one you love.
Warning: Violence
Words Count: 1,594
What I’m Listening To : After School – With U
He sees him standing there without hesitance. His body’s steady and very confident, but in his eyes this man still beautiful. He was his, they had each other, but Kibum don’t want it all just as a past, for this second he still feels that he owns this man who stand in front of him with a sturdy expression.
“oh, you come.. thank’s very much.” He says flatly. Kibum can see a smirk forming in his little lips eventhough this alley have not much light in the evening.
Kibum just returned that smirk with a smile and remove his hands which from the first he get out of his house he stucked at his jacket pocket then cross it in front of his chest, “I thought you’d never call, Sungmin…”
Sungmin imitate what he does and then shifts his weight to on of his foot, “you’ve got your warranty now…”
They walk closer to each other until close enough to be able to look each others eyes, “thank you… so should we start the game ?”
Sungmin frowns as he chuckles, “oh, and here I thought you didn’t like this kind of game, did you ?”
“yes I didn’t… I don’t either… if I can’t be sure that I’ll win the game.”
“coward!”
“I was...” Kibum reaches his hand to touch the beautiful man’s face in front of him. Oh, how he misses Sungmin. It’s not like all this years they don’t meet each other, they just can’t be this close. From the first time he saw Sungmin 5 years ago, he fell in love to this man easily, it was like Sungmin is meant for him, so then he can’t love another person again even when Sungmin had to leave him a year later. That man who did Kung Fu stole him from Kibum, how much Kibum would like very much to win Sungmin, he wouldn’t have him or he would have Sungmin’s dead body. So he gave up. Kibum does boxing for 3 years and he heard that Sungmin does martial arts. He knows that it’s for they sake, maybe someday Kibum can steal Sungmin again or Sungmin can knock his husband and be with him again. Obviously, the latter do it first. But when Kibum waited for Sungmin’s return, he never, and that time no one knows where Sungmin is. One year later, he got phonecall from Sungmin and he wants to fight.
Before Kibum can reach for Sungmin’s cheek, the latter has him pinned against the wall, “you were ? and I don’t know whether you still or not..”
“no I’m not…”
“then show me..!”
Sungmin step back from him, and before Kibum can do something to him, Sungmin has extended his leg using the force to propel him into a roundhouse kick towards his shoulder. Kibum falls to the ground and then feels his kicked shoulder. He looks up at Sungmin, and there’s no joking in his face, this is not a game.
As Kibum stands up again, Sungmin swings a punch. Kibum waves it aside and Sungmin failed to notice a leg makes fierce contact with his stomach. It hard till Sungmin thrown up to the other side of the wall. For a moment Sungmin tries to catch his breath before steadying his form again, “that’s a good beginning… let’s start this!”
Sungmin’s fist makes powerful contact with Kibum’s jaw. He heard a crack as Kibum falls to the ground. Kibum takes no time to stand up again and grabbed Sungmin’s arms and flips him towards the wall, but Sungmin can spin out of his hold and reversing it so he had Kibum’s arm twist back. Before Kibum sent to the wall again, he kicks the wall and pushes Sungmin backwards then his elbow hits Sungmin on his right cheek.
Sungmin falls with al loud thud on the ground. Kibum doesn’t give him chance to stand because he straddles Sungmin’s hip and pins his hands above his head, “you must have been very confident about winning this game…” Sungmin said and that smirk forms again.
Kibum just chuckles, “I think this position prove you right…”
“not anymore…” Sungmin used his free knee to kick Kibum’s back. Kibum is too surprise so he loosen his hold on Sungmin’s hands so Sungmin can push him away and punch his cheek again. When it will come to the second punch, Kibum step aside and tackles Sungmin to the ground again. He falls face first beside Kibum, and he takes this chance to lock Sungmin.
“I do wrestle too, you know…” Kibum said. Sungmin looks over his shoulder with narrowed eyes.
“but you forgot something…” Sungmin smirks again, “what ?” Kibum asked.
Sungmin uses his free hand to pull Kibum’s head hard so he once again loosen his hold, and now Kibum is the one who lay on the ground with Sungmin on top of him, “I’m flexible..”
From that moment, they come to catch their breaths again. They don’t say anything and just look each other’s face. Kibum can see that Sungmin’s cheekbone start to bleed due to his elbow’s force and Sungmin can see the blood on Kibum’s lips and bruise on his jaw. Sungmin grabs Kibum’s collar and crumples it up, so hard until Kibum can feel the hard tug on his chest.
“why you do this ?” Kibum asked.
Sungmin looks him in the eyes, “you make me…” and Kibum falls silent.
“was I that weak for you ?”
“you are… don’t you have a courage to bring me back to you ? you could have win, could have me again!!” Sungmin feels his tears betray him and ready to flow. He can’t cry after what he’s done to Kibum, the one he love.
“I could have… but I choose to not, I could have you again but just your body!”
“what do you mean ?!”
“I could have your dead body if I go against him..!”
Sungmin jerks at Kibum’s words. He doesn’t know all this things. What he knows is Kibum just leave until he knows that Sungmin forced to get married with another man, “so you choose to have me get all the torture from him and for letting you go ?”
“I choose to wait and gather all my strength to go against your husband, but it seems I’m late, although I’m ready already since the second year I’m not with you..” Kibum smiles up at him and Sungmin’s tears flow freely. Kibum wipes it away, “I’m here, you don’t have to worry anymore..”
“I’m sorry…”
“don’t be.. my fault for waiting too long! However, you did a good job, killed your own husband.”
Sungmin smiles wholeheartedly for the first time this night, Kibum can’t be happier than this. He pulls Sungmin towards him and collide their lips together. He can taste blood from it, but it doesn’t matter as long as they can be this close after 3 years be apart.
They pull away as they need air, “can we bring this inside ?” Kibum asked.
“what ?”
“your place or mine.”
Sungmin smile again before answering, “your place seems great compared to my gangster house.”
***
They made it to Kibum’s apartment. It really cozy and Sungmin can’t stop admiring this side of Kibum who likes simple and clean things. He missed this, he can’t have this kind of thing at his husband house.
Sungmin immediately searches for the bathroom so he can clean himself from this blood and dirt, but Kibum has led him to his bedroom and the bathroom inside. They clean each other under the shower and reveal their longing for each other. Kibum kisses him passionately as he hold him really close and Sungmin’s arms found their place behind Kibum’s neck.
“I miss you…” Kibum whispered on Sungmin’s ear then bites his earlobe eliciting a moan from Sungmin’s mouth as he did so.
Sungmin turns off the faucet and led Kibum to the bedroom despite their wet state. He lays on the bed and pulls Kibum on top of him. They kisses again this time more pasionate and be damned with patient. Kibum’s mouth makes contact with Sungmin’s jaw, neck and chest and soon Sungmin’s mind swims in pleasure.
They can’t be happier than to be able making love again. Their love becomes one again with their body tangling together like this. They can feel each other heartbeat to be in this closeness. They can feel the familiar warmth, the one that only it can make their live complete. Their moans swallow by each other mouth when the feeling of fullness comes to them. Kibum fills Sungmin with his uncounted love, trust, gentleness and sincerity. Nothing can compare the love they have for each other. Even many years apart, even death throws them apart next.
“I love you, Lee Sungmin…” he whispered as he feels their body will explode soon and Sungmin can’t help it, he burst into tears as he lets his pleasures take him. Not soon after, Kibum follows him into a great bliss.
Sungmin not letting Kibum go even when Kibum rolls to his side. He wraps his arms and legs on Kibum’s body and lays his head on Kibum’s chest, “I love you too, Kim Kibum…”
They sleep on each other’s embrace and nothing can separate them anymore beside death.
***
A/N this is my first time writing fighting scene. forgive me please...!
Pairing: Kibum/Sungmin
Rating: R (for fighting)
Summary: Hatred for the one you love.
Warning: Violence
Words Count: 1,594
What I’m Listening To : After School – With U
He sees him standing there without hesitance. His body’s steady and very confident, but in his eyes this man still beautiful. He was his, they had each other, but Kibum don’t want it all just as a past, for this second he still feels that he owns this man who stand in front of him with a sturdy expression.
“oh, you come.. thank’s very much.” He says flatly. Kibum can see a smirk forming in his little lips eventhough this alley have not much light in the evening.
Kibum just returned that smirk with a smile and remove his hands which from the first he get out of his house he stucked at his jacket pocket then cross it in front of his chest, “I thought you’d never call, Sungmin…”
Sungmin imitate what he does and then shifts his weight to on of his foot, “you’ve got your warranty now…”
They walk closer to each other until close enough to be able to look each others eyes, “thank you… so should we start the game ?”
Sungmin frowns as he chuckles, “oh, and here I thought you didn’t like this kind of game, did you ?”
“yes I didn’t… I don’t either… if I can’t be sure that I’ll win the game.”
“coward!”
“I was...” Kibum reaches his hand to touch the beautiful man’s face in front of him. Oh, how he misses Sungmin. It’s not like all this years they don’t meet each other, they just can’t be this close. From the first time he saw Sungmin 5 years ago, he fell in love to this man easily, it was like Sungmin is meant for him, so then he can’t love another person again even when Sungmin had to leave him a year later. That man who did Kung Fu stole him from Kibum, how much Kibum would like very much to win Sungmin, he wouldn’t have him or he would have Sungmin’s dead body. So he gave up. Kibum does boxing for 3 years and he heard that Sungmin does martial arts. He knows that it’s for they sake, maybe someday Kibum can steal Sungmin again or Sungmin can knock his husband and be with him again. Obviously, the latter do it first. But when Kibum waited for Sungmin’s return, he never, and that time no one knows where Sungmin is. One year later, he got phonecall from Sungmin and he wants to fight.
Before Kibum can reach for Sungmin’s cheek, the latter has him pinned against the wall, “you were ? and I don’t know whether you still or not..”
“no I’m not…”
“then show me..!”
Sungmin step back from him, and before Kibum can do something to him, Sungmin has extended his leg using the force to propel him into a roundhouse kick towards his shoulder. Kibum falls to the ground and then feels his kicked shoulder. He looks up at Sungmin, and there’s no joking in his face, this is not a game.
As Kibum stands up again, Sungmin swings a punch. Kibum waves it aside and Sungmin failed to notice a leg makes fierce contact with his stomach. It hard till Sungmin thrown up to the other side of the wall. For a moment Sungmin tries to catch his breath before steadying his form again, “that’s a good beginning… let’s start this!”
Sungmin’s fist makes powerful contact with Kibum’s jaw. He heard a crack as Kibum falls to the ground. Kibum takes no time to stand up again and grabbed Sungmin’s arms and flips him towards the wall, but Sungmin can spin out of his hold and reversing it so he had Kibum’s arm twist back. Before Kibum sent to the wall again, he kicks the wall and pushes Sungmin backwards then his elbow hits Sungmin on his right cheek.
Sungmin falls with al loud thud on the ground. Kibum doesn’t give him chance to stand because he straddles Sungmin’s hip and pins his hands above his head, “you must have been very confident about winning this game…” Sungmin said and that smirk forms again.
Kibum just chuckles, “I think this position prove you right…”
“not anymore…” Sungmin used his free knee to kick Kibum’s back. Kibum is too surprise so he loosen his hold on Sungmin’s hands so Sungmin can push him away and punch his cheek again. When it will come to the second punch, Kibum step aside and tackles Sungmin to the ground again. He falls face first beside Kibum, and he takes this chance to lock Sungmin.
“I do wrestle too, you know…” Kibum said. Sungmin looks over his shoulder with narrowed eyes.
“but you forgot something…” Sungmin smirks again, “what ?” Kibum asked.
Sungmin uses his free hand to pull Kibum’s head hard so he once again loosen his hold, and now Kibum is the one who lay on the ground with Sungmin on top of him, “I’m flexible..”
From that moment, they come to catch their breaths again. They don’t say anything and just look each other’s face. Kibum can see that Sungmin’s cheekbone start to bleed due to his elbow’s force and Sungmin can see the blood on Kibum’s lips and bruise on his jaw. Sungmin grabs Kibum’s collar and crumples it up, so hard until Kibum can feel the hard tug on his chest.
“why you do this ?” Kibum asked.
Sungmin looks him in the eyes, “you make me…” and Kibum falls silent.
“was I that weak for you ?”
“you are… don’t you have a courage to bring me back to you ? you could have win, could have me again!!” Sungmin feels his tears betray him and ready to flow. He can’t cry after what he’s done to Kibum, the one he love.
“I could have… but I choose to not, I could have you again but just your body!”
“what do you mean ?!”
“I could have your dead body if I go against him..!”
Sungmin jerks at Kibum’s words. He doesn’t know all this things. What he knows is Kibum just leave until he knows that Sungmin forced to get married with another man, “so you choose to have me get all the torture from him and for letting you go ?”
“I choose to wait and gather all my strength to go against your husband, but it seems I’m late, although I’m ready already since the second year I’m not with you..” Kibum smiles up at him and Sungmin’s tears flow freely. Kibum wipes it away, “I’m here, you don’t have to worry anymore..”
“I’m sorry…”
“don’t be.. my fault for waiting too long! However, you did a good job, killed your own husband.”
Sungmin smiles wholeheartedly for the first time this night, Kibum can’t be happier than this. He pulls Sungmin towards him and collide their lips together. He can taste blood from it, but it doesn’t matter as long as they can be this close after 3 years be apart.
They pull away as they need air, “can we bring this inside ?” Kibum asked.
“what ?”
“your place or mine.”
Sungmin smile again before answering, “your place seems great compared to my gangster house.”
***
They made it to Kibum’s apartment. It really cozy and Sungmin can’t stop admiring this side of Kibum who likes simple and clean things. He missed this, he can’t have this kind of thing at his husband house.
Sungmin immediately searches for the bathroom so he can clean himself from this blood and dirt, but Kibum has led him to his bedroom and the bathroom inside. They clean each other under the shower and reveal their longing for each other. Kibum kisses him passionately as he hold him really close and Sungmin’s arms found their place behind Kibum’s neck.
“I miss you…” Kibum whispered on Sungmin’s ear then bites his earlobe eliciting a moan from Sungmin’s mouth as he did so.
Sungmin turns off the faucet and led Kibum to the bedroom despite their wet state. He lays on the bed and pulls Kibum on top of him. They kisses again this time more pasionate and be damned with patient. Kibum’s mouth makes contact with Sungmin’s jaw, neck and chest and soon Sungmin’s mind swims in pleasure.
They can’t be happier than to be able making love again. Their love becomes one again with their body tangling together like this. They can feel each other heartbeat to be in this closeness. They can feel the familiar warmth, the one that only it can make their live complete. Their moans swallow by each other mouth when the feeling of fullness comes to them. Kibum fills Sungmin with his uncounted love, trust, gentleness and sincerity. Nothing can compare the love they have for each other. Even many years apart, even death throws them apart next.
“I love you, Lee Sungmin…” he whispered as he feels their body will explode soon and Sungmin can’t help it, he burst into tears as he lets his pleasures take him. Not soon after, Kibum follows him into a great bliss.
Sungmin not letting Kibum go even when Kibum rolls to his side. He wraps his arms and legs on Kibum’s body and lays his head on Kibum’s chest, “I love you too, Kim Kibum…”
They sleep on each other’s embrace and nothing can separate them anymore beside death.
***
A/N this is my first time writing fighting scene. forgive me please...!
2010/01/29
Perfectly
Theme : 041. Dance Practice
Pairing : Shindong/Kibum
Rating : PG
Current Music : Super Junior – First Snow.
Current Location : Standing beside Heechul who stand under the rain.
Summary : Shindong is the first one who carry Kibum to the hospital.
Everyone knew, Kibum is the only person who didn’t often gather together with the other, but they also knew that Kibum is the only person who had many talents in him. They could understand why Kibum rarely came to practice, because of his schedule alone. But Shindong thought that it’s not quite right. Practice is practice, however unimportant the practice is, if it comes to practice time, that’s the time. Especially for dance practice. So, he rather fed up with Kibum nowadays despite Kibum is his favorite dongsaeng.
Kibum came to the meeting of Super Show II, he decided to come to Super Show and pay for his missing these entire months. There, on the meeting, Kibum felt something didn’t right with his fat hyung. The one that always teach him dancing. He missed his hyungs and always asked for apologies, but Shindong hyung never gave him a calming words, he felt Shindong hyung was really mad at him for never be with Super Junior.
“Hyung, are you mad at me?” Kibum asked.
“No.” is his simple answer.
“But I feel that you’re avoiding me,”
“If you feel so,” then Shindong left Kibum with confused look to his back.
Shindong knew, he shouldn’t be mad at Kibum, it was not his fault after all, but he wanted perfection, if the 13 of them was on the stage together, it would be awesome, their feeling would fabulous, he thought. When Kibum was not there, he felt a shortage of feeling. It wasn’t Kibum’s fault, he always think, Kibum has his own reason after all.
Then, Kibum came to his first dance practice for Super Show, he still felt that Shindong hyung’s avoiding him. He always came to Kyuhyun or Ryeowook to teach them a new dance move – a simple one, it’s Shindong job, to teach the other who can’t dance properly –, then Kibum rather choosed to practice with Eunhyuk and Donghae. The Eunhae couple will perform together, just the two of them. Kibum thought it would be fun and fantastic if the Eunhae show their affection to each other to the audience. Having fun, Kibum tried to follow their move, Eunhyuk didn’t mind at all, he was glad and taught Kibum also.
Kibum found it’s hard to follow Eunhyuk and Donghae’s move, they are the best dancing couple after all, but Kibum still followed them until he could reach their level. Eunhyuk praised Kibum for that and he smiled in victory. But when they tried to practiced the whole moved, Kibum broke his ankle– hard enough – and groaned in pain. Everyone approached him immediately and asked him if he’s okay. They called for their manager hyung, but unfortunately, nobody’s there. Then Shindong is the first one who carry Kibum to the hospital.
“Come on, get Kibummie on my back..!” he said to anyone after he cowed in front of Kibum, and they get Kibum on Shindong’s back before Shindong Ran to his own car with Eeteuk and Donghae not far away behind. The four of them get in Shindong’s car.
“You were stupid enough, Kibum..” Shindong said ehen he’s on the road to the hospital.
“Why could I ?”
“Are you crazy to follow Eunhyuk and Donghae’s move? You could’ve come to me,” he spat with a lot of concern. Eeteuk and Donghae only could see each other, didn’t understand why Shindong like this.
“Because I thought you won’t teach me again.”
“Stupid,” he muttered again, but everyone on the car – especially Eeteuk – could recognize the trait apprehension from Shindong.
Shindong couldn’t stop crying, he still blamed himself for make Kibum into this level. Kibum didn’t be enabled to discharge from the hospital for six weeks, and it meant Kibum won’t get involved in the Super Show Concert.
“Hyung, it’s not your fault,” Kibum said, tried to calm Shindong.
“Yes, Shindong, don’t blame yourself too long like this,” Eeteuk tried also, but Shindong still with his sob.
“I’m sorry Kibummie, I should’ve known from the first place,”
“No, hyung, I’m the one who pushed myself to follow them, see, Eunhyuk and Donghae don’t blame theirself, because it wasn’t their fault,”
Eunhyuk and Donghae nodded in agreement – because they have been told by Eeteuk to not blame theirself (but they are) so Shindong will stop crying – and smiled at Shindong.
“Hyung, just do yor best for me, I hope our concert will get a huge success, because of you hyung, you’re the best dance teacher I ever had..” Kibum’s words made Shindong wipe his tears and smiled to his favorite dongsaeng ever.
“Thank’s Kibum”
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