FALLEN ANGEL SERIES

[04]Angel’s Tears
Words Count: 1,778
What I'm Listening To: Super Junior - Angela
When the angel fallen from heaven to some bad persons.


“I followed you…” the angel answered with groan from his pain, “…I can’t let him, Ryeowook as you called him, left alone..”

“Ryeowook is here too..??”

“Yes, and now can you please, cure me..!” asked the angel, holding back the pain.
With that, Jungsu pulled off his shirt, awared of being ripped. Not far away, Heechul muttered something like, ‘don’t tell me they’ll make out there’ and got a hit on his head from Kangin.

After Jungsu pulled his shirt off, the wings come out from its confines, his back. As Kangin saw that, he couldn’t help but always amaze and admire the scenery. It was always beautiful on Kangin’s eyes. Kangin saw Jungsu plucked one of his feathers, Kangin was sured there were some glitters also centring from the plucked feather, but it could not be magic, he thought. Then Jungsu kneaded his feather and then he swept his hand right above the injury, and here came the magic, the blood disappeared.

“Damn.. am I dreaming..??!” Heechul cursed the scenery in front him, “Kangin those are happening in front of me, am I really dreaming..?”

“No..” Kangin answered casually, he thought he could’ve accustomed to this by now, too many irrasional thing happened, “can you give him some clothes..?”

Heechul nodded but still dumbfounded as he walked to his closet, grab some clothes and threw it at the newcomer angel on his bed. The angel muttered thank’s before put that clothes on.

“Okay, now, what’s your name..?” Kangin asked to that angel who’s now had his wings went into his back.

“Name..? I don’t know, I didn’t prepare any name for here.. What is here? Is this Korea.. You guys seemed have a very big luck..!” he pointed towards Jungsu who’s now with his shirt on again.

“The real question is, why are you here in the first place..? You never had any interest with earth, why are you followed me..?” Jungsu asked him with annoyed on his face.

“I didn’t follow you, Ryeowook did, and I accompanied him.. am I wrong, he’s still young and you filled his head with your impossible dream, can you tell me I’m wrong..?! cause right now we can’t go back to heaven anymore..!”

“I know this is my fault, but I don’t know Ryeowook will followed me here if I knew I won’t let him, cause I know you wouldn’t let him go with me, is it clear..?” Jungsu asked with anger all over his words.

Before the other angel answered Jungsu’s, Heechul cut him off, “I think it’s me who want the whole thing become clear, okay.. this is my house, and you guys fighting here, is it angel’s nature to become shameless..??!”

Jungsu made his way towards the doorway after muttered ‘sorry’ when the other angel threw himself on Heechul’s bed and mumbled ‘earth makes me crazy’.

“Heechul, just stay with this angel, okay.. I have to chase Jungsu after..” said Kangin.

“WHAT!? Are you crazy..??! I can’t --- yah, Youngwoon!!”

Then Kangin went after Jungsu and left Heechul with the distressed angel, “oh damn Kangin, left me with you..” cursed Heechul.

The angel stood up and locked eyes with Heechul, “aren’t you going to asked me to leave..?” he asked.

“And if I ask you to leave, where will you go..? I heard that you can’t comeback to heaven anymore..!” Heechul could restrain himself from being crazy and sat down on the couch in his room now, “I have to know your name..”

“I’ve told you I don’t have any name for Korea..”

“So you had any name for another country..?”

The angel seemed to think before answered, “I think I had a name for China..”

“And what’s that..?” Heechul became curious.

“Hangeng..”

***

“Jungsu..! Jungsu…!” Kangin called Jungsu when they out from Heechul’s house, but Jungsu only walked away from Kangin, “Jungsu where are you going..??” then Kangin could grab his arms and pulled Jungsu to him since he ran faster than Jungsu.

Jungsu’s eyes filled with tears that ready to flow, “I have to find Sungmin, Donghae and Ryeowook, this is all my fault..” and then it came a stream, “I’m the one who let go of their hands from my hold, i’m not that strong to hold them, I’m stupid to have such a dream..!”

Without they both knowing and especially Kangin, he hugged Jungsu, his tears drenched Kangin’s shirt, Kangin felt coolness when Jungsu’s tears reached his skin. the coolness that sent calm and peace all over his body.

Minutes later, they both on Kangin’s car again, they didn’t know where to go, after Kangin calmed Jungsu down, then they just went home, and thought about strategy to find the angels trio, “this wasn’t about seas and trees, was it..?”

Kangin asked Jungsu that night when Jungsu was all covered with blanket on his couch, he looked Kangin immediately, “w-what do y-you m-mean..?”

“Your freefall from heaven, I don’t believe you if it just for blue-seas and green-trees..” Kangin walked over to Jungsu, and then Jungsu seemed to tighten his hold on the blanket.

“I d-don’t know w-what are you t-talking about.. of course it because of m-me admired the earth, so I t-take that freefall..” Jungsu stammered his answer. And it made Kangin became more curious about this angel.

An angel that lived in peacefulness at heaven, always sorrounded by lights, No harm, No badness, No violence, No hate, came to this earth that oppossed it, just because seas and trees. It was illogical.

Kangin sat beside Jungsu and looked him in the eye, “I don’t believe you..!” Kangin became more serious about this, he moved forward until his face only an inch from Jungsu. Jungsu started sweating, his body shaked lightly, “why are you shaking..?” Kangin whispered on Jungsu’s ear, his hands on either side of Jungsu.

“Ok, I’ll tell you.. but please, can you move away from me..!” Jungsu pleaded.

Kangin chuckled to those words and continued to tease “why don’t you push me away..?!”

“I’d never use violence..!” he answered flatly.

Kangin jerked with Jungsu’s word, then he felt guilty for tease such an innocent person, let alone he’s an angel. Kangin forgot about that a moment ago, he couldn’t resist Jungsu’s beauty and that adorable smile and that glistening eyes, that’s too much and that’s such a sin for an angel to become such a seducer for the devil inside Kangin. It is more such a sin to rape an innocent angel either. Then he pulled away from Jungsu and sat straight beside him.

Jungsu sighed deeply before spoke, “it’s about love… or lust maybe..”

Kangin raised his eyebrows and turn to face Jungsu who’s now just stared to the empty space before him, “love.. didn’t you have enough love at heaven..? and lust.. i’m not sure that lust you mean is that kind of ‘lust’..!” Kangin also didn’t sure about his talking either.

“We have so much love maybe excessive, but it’s all for the human, since we don’t have any hate, we only feel this flat feeling but we also can absorb love’s aura. You know, there are man and woman too in heaven, but they all is created by God from lights, there’s no love for opposite gender, so that you can’t have children, I mean that love.. the love that lead to lust point, you know, every human have that kind of love, I felt this feeling, I enjoyed every beat in my heart when I saw human in love, it’s different from the love I have in heaven.. I’d thought once, if I supposed to be created as a cupid not an angel.” He explained and Kangin enjoyed every single word that came from Jungsu’s mouth, it was full of happiness and admired, and also hope.

“Did all the angel have this kind of feeling..?”

“No, absolutely not, until I found Sungmin and Donghae, they are my best friend, I told him about my dreams and surprisingly they have the same.. Donghae have this kind of idea instead, to gather all the angels that have the same dream with us, but I forbad him. and then he told Ryeowook, you know, Ryeowook still young indeed, he is younger than Sungmin and Donghae, Ryeowook was the first person who asked me to give up heaven, I have thought about that before, but I think I would just do it by myself.” then came that guilt again on Jungsu’s voice. This angel, maybe he was a human in his previous live. All of the angels that gave heaven up, there must be a human being live inside their soul, Kangin thought.

Then for the second time Kangin didn’t realize he had been hugging Jungsu’s shaked body again. They lost in their each mind, until they realized they hugged each other, but didn’t want to let go of it. That night they slept together in each other arm on the couch.

***

The next day, they started to search Sungmin, Donghae and Ryeowook. Hangeng, the angel at Heechul’s house, came to Kangin’s house that early morning – with Heechul, of course –. He asked for an apology from Jungsu that seems half-heartedly, but Jungsu known better than that, he asked sincerely. Then for today, four of them started to look for any possibility where did the rest of the angels go.

“I still don’t have any idea, why are you guys got separate ways.” Heechul said. They were at Kangin’s car, with Jungsu’s eyes didn’t detach from the street, he didn’t want to miss every single street at all, perhaps the angels cross it or just stand there.

“What if they didn’t meet someone kind, I really worry that they would meet something bad,” and come that qualm again, Jungsu’s worried face, like a mother lost her children.

“Is that a compliment to us that you’ve been found by someone kind like us? I think you’re not absolutely right?” Heechul said, earning a confused glare from Jungsu and Hangeng.

“Are you a bad person?” Hangeng asked.

“You’ll see,” answered Heechul with his smirk.

“Enough, Heechul,” Kangin insisted, “and Jungsu, stop worrying too much, they will be okay, you got it,” he added to Jungsu and gripped his hand and squeezed it a litte, they smile to each other and remained like that.

Heechul noticed how Kangin’s hand flew to Jungsu’s and thought what’s really happening to those people..?


***

FALLEN ANGEL SERIES

[02]Angel’s Coming
Words Count: 2,351
What I'm Listening To: Big Bang - Last Farewell
when the angel fallen from heaven to some bad persons.



Every Friday, Kangin always meet Mr.Lee Han Ji for sociology lecture, he must make sure that every meeting the students have to collect their simple paper or that meeting will become useless and they have to study over again next year. So every Thursday night, Kangin always sit in front his laptop on the dark room and the opened balcony door.

Every night, he and Heechul always go to the club to meet their friends from highschool, and some from the university. Eventhough Kangin and Heechul are best friends, they still have some friends to hang out, lunch together, play together, go to the club together, even sometimes (but rarely,so rarely) study together. Some of them are his dongsaeng, Heechul is the oldest among them, the sharped-eyed man is older than him and he still has two other guy as his dongsaeng.

However, this night, he has to focus with his paper. Kangin started it at eight thirty and almost finished it at twelve before he hear a loud thud from his balcony. At first he think it is the sound of a fallen stalk from the tree beside his house, but as he walks to the balcony, he sees many feathers scatter anywhere and it still fall from above, some are also go into Kangin’s room. He picks the feather before he reach the balcony, the feather is unordinary, it’s big, bigger than dove’s feather and also a swan’s feather, it almost like an eagle or phoenix feather but it’s white, pure white.

Kangin hears a scratch noise from his wooden floor balcony, and he frightened when he sees an arm peek from the left side of his balcony. It can’t be a ghost.!! Kangin thinks. But still, he’s sweating. He crawls to the right side of his balcony’ door and peek outside. It’s a man, more surprising; A COMPLETELY BARENAKED MAN is there, and guess what’s the most surprising thing; his WINGS!

“I’m sure I’m dreaming..!!” he slaps his face lightly, and when the creature in front of him still there, he slaps hardly, but it still there.

“Help..” the creature voiced in English and look Kangin in the eye before his head fall again to the floor and didn’t move again.

Kangin slowly approachs him and study his body, it seems he just go out from fire stove, his body covered with charcoal, but not his wings, it still white. When Kangin wants to touch that wings, the wings slowly back inside (?) the man’s back. Kangin pulls behind, frightens and anxious but also amaze with the scenery in front of him. Is this man an angel..?

“No, it can’t be..!! It can’t be angel..!! NO!” he interjects his own thoughts.

Kangin takes back some fresh air to his brain, trying to regain his own clean thought. The creature (or angel) still there, face downward, and then Kangin pushed him over and lift him up. Kangin takes him to his bathroom and put him on the bathtub. There’re small singes on the frontage of the angel’s body. Kangin runs some waters to the bathtub, cold first, when it reachs the angel’s stomach, he whimpers slightly, it must be hurt, grips Kangin’s hand that rested on the edge of the bathtub, but still with eyes closed. Until the angel’s stop whimper, Kangin begins to wash him and wear him a bathrobe, a large bathrobe on him, since Kangin has big body and this angel is small, skinny, and look very fragile.

Kangin moves him back to his large and the only bed. He sighs and then sits on the edge of the bed. Watching this just fallen angel, he feels some composure. His face is flawless after the bath a while ago his hair is brown with some bangs covering his brow. Kangin keeps watching this angel, wondering if this angel has a name or anything, family, or friend maybe. It rakes up Kangin.. Heechul.

He picks his cellphone from the drawers and calls Heechul. It comes to ringbacktone, but until 5 or 10 minutes Kangin tries to call him, there’s no answer.



Kangin wakes with a heavy breath right on his neck. He opens his eyes and the angel still there, sleeping with peacefulness, his bangs covering his eyes and Kangin can’t help to not brush off that bangs since it covers the angel’s flawless face. The angel makes a slight move and it shocks Kangin. Before the angel opens his eyes, Kangin sits up on his bed and sees his alarm clock, it’s still six in the morning, he has one and half hour to go to campus.

The angel opens his eyes and looks around, his eyes stop moving when it comes to Kangin’s profile. He sits up immediately then continues to stare at Kangin.

“Who are you..??” the angel asks, in English.

Kangin raises his eyebrow, can’t believe that this angel can speak, “I’m Youngwoon but you can call me Kangin.. and you, what are you..?” and this is Kangin as unusual, he never talked with stranger this gentle.

The angel seems surprise to hear Kangin’s words, he voices a smile, “are you Korean..?” he asks, in Korean this time.

Kangin does the same as he hears the Korean languange out of the angel’s mouth, “Yeah, I’m Korean, here is Korea infact.”

The angel widens his eyes, as he jumps from the bed to stare outside from the balcony door Kangin forgot to close, “is this really Korea..?” he asks with a lot of happiness inside his eyes. Kangin follows him.

“Yes, this is Korea, you know this place..?” Kangin starts curious about this angel.
“I know, I really want to come here..” he exclaims.

“Where do you from..?” Kangin asks with his eyes narrowing.

“There.” He answers innocently as he points toward the sky.

Kangin’s mouth opens with this answer, he approachs the man and stands beside him, “you really are an angel..?!?”

“Yes.” He answers that rhetoric question with the same expression.

Kangin feels his leg weakening, until he fall to the ground and let his back rest at the railing, “oh my God.. Heechul, you have a very wild thought!”

“Are you okay..?” the angel comes to cring beside him and stare at Kangin with that glistening eyes worry.

“I’m okay. Just, do you have a name..?” Kangin tries to calm his breath as he waits for the angel’s answer.

The angel seems to think hard about it, “umm, I think I prepare something, since this is Korea, then I named myself Jungsu, and.. the surname is, Park, so Park Jungsu isn’t that bad, I want Lee at first but my friend has took it.. oh God.. Sungmin, Donghae!!!!” he mocks in horror, and then covers his ears with his hands, he starts to sob.

“Hey, Jungsu.. Jungsu, who is Sungmin and Donghae??”

“Where are they..?! I don’t know where they are, I lost them when we reached atmosphere, I promise to hold their hand forever, but I lost them..” he cries again, louder this time, Kangin has to shut him up, because his parents still sleep, and they ever warned Kangin last time he took a boy to his room.

“Shh! Please, don’t cry too loud, my parents still sleep..”

“Help me to find Sungmin, he won’t be too far from me!! Please..” Kangin sees concern and worry in Jungsu’s eye, it seems this Sungmin guy means everything to him.

“I won’t unless you tell me everything about you..!”



Kangin runs within the campus to find Heechul this morning, and he catches him in the front of his class, have a talk with his girlfriend. However, it seems that the girl who always talks, Heechul just stares down to the floor. What happen with this kid again?

“Heechul!” Kangin calls from afar.

Heechul immediately excuses himself from the girl and runs to Kangin before Kangin reachs him instead.

“I have something to tell to you..!!” they says in unison.

Silent approachs them for a moment, “okay you go first..!” demands Heechul.

“um.. I.. I don’t think so, you first, please..!”

Heechul takes a deep breath before continuing, “you-won’t-ever-belive-this. an.. ehmm, an angel came to me last night..”

“What!!!! How it can happens..??!”

“I don’t know, I’m now afraid about my thought anymore-“

“Is he alright? Are the singes wide? Is his name Sungmin or Donghae..?”

Heechul stares at him with disbelief, “how can you know that he’s a man? He has singes? And who are Sungmin and Donghae? How can you… are you..”

“Yeah, that angel came to me also.. his name is Jungsu.. when he knew that he’s in Korea, he said he prepare a name for each country, this is irrasional, he also has some friends..!” Kangin also can’t believe this, he didn’t expected the other angel will come also to Heechul, “what’s his name?”

“I don’t know, he still sleep when I go..”

“So it can be Sungmin or Donghae.. I’ll come to your house this night to bring Jungsu to ‘your’ angel..” Kangin sigh deeply as he leans his shoulder to the window.

Heechul does the same, “did he tell everything..? I still can’t believe that he’s an angel, but his wings told me everything, it can’t be an ordinary human after all..”

“Yeah, he said he was giving up heaven and come to earth with his friends, they always watched human from the sky and admired our life, he liked tree and sea he said, since in the sky there weren’t. You found him naked, didn’t you?”

“Absolutely..”

“Their clothes burned when they reach atmosphere, they fell without spread their wings cause they know it could’ve burned out, fortunately he had time to spread it a moment before he fell to the ground, to my balcony actually.. he cried when he mention this guy named Sungmin and Donghae, and another angel named Ryeowook that he wasn’t sure the said angel followed him or not.. the angel in your house, it must be one of that angels…”

Kangin and Heechul stare at each other, they remain like that for a long time until come a laughter, an awkward laughter actually, “do you have any idea how wild our imagination are, huh..?” Heechul says.

“Yeah, very-very wild, I also tried to call you a moment I found this angel.. thought how wild your thought were, but you didn’t pick up the phone..!”

“Oh.. my cellphone is at Shiwon place..”

“You make out with him again..?”

“Yeah, he needed it..!”

And for the second time they laugh again, feeling so fool about this whole thing. Far away, deep inside their heart, they wish this isn’t true, they wish this is only a dream. But happiness blocks it away for come to the surface.



“Jungsu..” Kangin peeks inside his bedroom and sees Jungsu stands in front of his mirror with his wings flapped, big and white (and must be soft; Kangin thinks).

“Hai..” Jungsu turn and smile that dimpled smile to Kangin and naked! It’s the second time Kangin sees Jungsu naked.

“Why are you still undress..?” Kangin opens his closet to search for some cloths.

Kangin question doesn’t make Jungsu moves from his place, it common with another angel, why Kangin so panic about this, “here.. wear this..!”

Jungsu pulls his wings in with slicked noise, it heard like that wings rubbing your flesh, before wear thw white shirt and white pants, it had to be Kangin’s tight pants, but that’s still too large in Jungsu, “do you have any other pants..?” asks Jungsu.

Kangin search for another pants, the pants he had from highschool maybe fit in Jungsu’s, that time Kangin still slim, but he only has his highschool’ trousers uniform, trousers with red and brown plaid. Jungsu wears that.

“I’ll bring you to my friend’s house, he had been fallen by an angel also..” Kangin said as he put his things out of his bag on his table.

Jungsu was very surprise to hear that, “really..?! Who is that..?”

“I don’t know, my friend didn’t have time to ask him the name.. he found him at his tree-house this morning..” Kangin answered, “let’s go.. we have to hurry before awkwardness kill Heechul and your friend, he reallycannot match with newcomer..!”

Then they drove to Heechul’s house with Kangin’s car. Jungsu never closed his mouth inside the car. He said he always wanted to ride, human was clever he thought, though they didn’t have wings, they had car to move. But Kangin found that a little ridiculous, though he also thought the same, even if angel didn’t have car, they have wings to move, it’s fair.

Fifty minutes later, he arrived Heechul’s extravagant house, “okay, we’re here..”

“Is Sungmin there..?” Jungsu asked innocently.

“no, I mean.. we don’t know yet, right..?” answered Kangin tiredly. Jungsu had been asking the same question within fifty minutes they were in the car.

When they reached Heechul’s door, Heechul approached them immediately with a lot concern on his face, “good you come early.. is this your angel..?” he pointed toward Jungsu. Kangin mumbled ‘yes’ but also annoyed with Heechul’s question. Jungsu’s not his angel, it meant, Kangin didn’t own Jungsu after all, was he..? or would he..?

“I need your help..” Heechul said as he immediately grab Jungsu’s wrist and ran to his room.

“What this all about..? What happened to him..?” Jungsu asked as he being dragged by Heechul.

“His wings are bleeding, and he is whimpering, he’s hurt, and I don’t know what to do..”

Then they reached Heechul’s bedroom, and there was the angel, lying face down on Heechul’s bed, “there.. I didn’t ask him any question yet.. I was panic..”

Jungsu ran towards the angel, and tiped the angel’s body over, and he suddenly mocked in shock, “you… how could you be here..!!???”

FALLEN ANGEL SERIES

[01]Patient

Words Count: 1,180

What I'm Listening To: Big Bang - My Heaven

When the angel fallen from heaven to some bad persons



Kangin is a student at SJ University, he still has another 2 years to settled his study in here and it annoyed him. Kangin used to be a playboy at highschool, and he was well-known as that character. But since he came to this university, he didn’t know how it can be this hard to have a date. He only has, what.. around ten girls (or boy lately) with him for 2 years, that’s a total jerk.

What most annoyed him is a guy named Kim Heechul. He shouldn’t have to be his best friend, but he did, since they were in highschool, Kangin and Heechul are well-known as the best playboy. They could have 3 dates in week, both of them, within 3 years at highschool.

This shining afternoon, Kangin walk at the corridor after his last class to go to the park where Heechul’s waiting for him. But he’s not in sight. Kangin find him at the farthest corner of the park, sitting on the park bench and kissing with a girl.

“Yah, Kim Heechul, you’re still on the school area, don’t you know that..?!!” Kangin yell at him.

The girl is very shock he’s been caught and pull out his lips from Heechul immediately, but Heechul still, “I’ll get you later, ok baby..!” say Heechul as he pinch her cheek. The girl walks away as soon as possible and passes Kangin with a blushed cheek.

Kangin take a sit beside him as Heechul fix his white blazer. Kangin take a pack of cigarette from his jacket pocket and put one outside before offering it to Heechul and he do the same. After they ignite it with Kangin’s lighter, Kangin remembers something and asks Heechul, “do I know that girl..?” then Kangin takes a sip of his cigarette, Heechul nods.

“I dated her 2 weeks ago.” he answers as he blows out some smoke from his mouth.

Kangin chuckles and soon it become a laugh, “your ability soon will fade, you know, take me as an example, that’s no matter.”

Heechul hit him hard at the shoulder, “it’s just because she confess to me again yesterday, and I can’t help for dating a man, they’re so… possesive.”

“But you’d never used someone for twice. And last month you break and back for thrice. Is that you Kim Heechul..??” Kangin laughs again.

“Just shut up..! Do you make this as a vengeance.. for gave you that little boy last time..?”

“Absolutely.. you know my interest with men is a certain interest, I have my type okay..!”

“But I still have more than you.. you picky!!”

“Just admit it, Chullie..!”

Heechul just shook his head, “do you come to the club tonight..?”

“No.. this is Thursday, I have to finish my paper for tomorrow.”

Heechul stare at him and laugh softly, “that’s why my Youngwoon can’t get many date because he’s too serious with that little brat named study..”

“Stop calling me that! And how about you, I’m sure my parents don’t want me to inherit their company –since we have no company,only 4 little restaurant-, but you do.. is that why you never search for a date anymore, since you have no time..?” Kangin asks matter-of-factly.

Heechul buries his head on the palm of his left hand, since the right still have his ignited cigarette, “I think so..”

Kangin put his hand on Heechul shoulder to comfort him, “yah, are you this vulnerable..?! Only for.. can’t have a date you wanted to..!?”

“NO! It’s not about that damn dates, you know…”

Kangin chuckles with that. That’s true, as his best friend, Kangin always know what happen with Heechul, every little thing he have and he do also, “I acknowledge that.. I know..!”

“You better do..!” Heechul sigh before adding, “I hope there’s a fallen angel for me, to protect me and my family,” he says as he stares at the blue sky.

“There’s an angel for everyone, Heechul.. but do we deserve to have it..? we have been known as a bad guy, and angel doesn’t come for a bad person..!” Kangin laugh bitterly.

Heechul glares at him, “this is why you’ve been avoiding to have many dates, isn’t you? You tries to be a good person.. I know your obsession of angel Youngwoon..! you always told me back when we were at elementary school, I don’t know how about at middle school, I wasn’t there with you, and when we met at highschool, you were absolutely forgot about that angel things… and now you remember it again..”

“Yeah, my mother retells me about that story when I first graduate from highschool. And you, why you all of sudden talk about these angels thing, I thought you didn’t have any interest back then, because you left Korea at middle school and infected me your habit in France at highschool..” Kangin smiles at the nostalgic moment. They’ve been friend since elementary school. Heechul was born from the precious family who has some big famous companies while Kangin’s parents owned 4 different restaurant.

“Because now I think you’re right with that. My family seems have to have more guard. And I think it can happen if I have an angel beside me.. but that can’t be..”

“We’re just human, Heechul..”

Heechul nods before he finishes his cigarette with one more sip and throw it under his shoe then turn it off with it, “now the problems in my family seem to come around like chains, one problem comes and before this one solves the other come and come again before it solves too.. and what can I do..? My father doesn’t let me to help him he wants me to finish my study first.”

“It comes again..?”

“Yeah..”

“How about Heejin-noona, she’s there right..?”

“Yeah she’s there, and she always comes to me to ask for my opinion, without father’s knowing for sure.” Heechul smiles with that, “she wants marrying someone, actually, she told me, that’s not count as problem, but I know that’s her problem and that’s becoming my problem now, when can I replace her position instead..?”

“She’ll do well..”

“I know, but I want she happy.. She also happy can help parents.. but.. I know she wanted another happiness..” Heechul looks very concern if he talks about his noona. Besides his free style, Heechul really loves his family it started one half years ago when his parents’ companies have a problem then the problems seems never ending until now. Heechul’s father didn’t let him to take care of, at last, one of their companies. He only have Heejin, Heechul’s older sister who’s been graduate two years ago, “I hope there’s someone who can help us, since I can’t, yet..”

“You only have to wait, to be patient, Chullie..”